J e r e m y R y a n

finally, can post something knn! ok, changed template liao. no more dark n shady. lol. btw went to see DJ TANG about my project. ok, Yawet cleared, time for Macromedia CAPTIVATE! will post Absolut's family later. hehehe

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:32 PM

Wu Jian Dao in english... mark wahlberg is such a jackass being Dignam. i'll never forget this conversation that took place between alec baldwin & him.

ab: Go FUCK youself
mw: i'm tired from fucking your wife.
ab: how's your mom?
mw: good. she's tired from fucking your dad.

lol this show has 1 of the best dialogue ever from a angmoh production. but the ending was rushed i guess. coz in a space of like 10mins - leo, matt, jack, fat nigga & the other guy just died. oh well, 8/10.


now now, don't everyone just simply love Ryuk & his craving for apples? haha. this is a classic japan movie with a "huh wtf ending, ohh got part 2" u know what i mean? i'm sure if everyone who watched cant wait for part 2, the 2nd death note... ;) i'm currently watching the anime & reading the manga. surprisingly it is really not bad. worth going all the way to woodlands for it. lol.

anyway, SAW 3 is out & Hostel part 2 is in the making... Jas, if u're reading it, hope u wont forget going to the Hostel & now its for part 2! weeee, dun u just simply love sick shows?!?!?!? coz i do. i'm a sick jackass myself!

"Want a smoke? What you don't smoke? What are you some kind of fitness freak? Fuck you."

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 6:18 PM

just bathed... tmr's hari raya & i dint have a half day in fyp... jokes? haiz... man, 21 already yet still wandering aimlessly in this planet... its like...

i would do anything, cut down on my smokes, cut down on hokkien, cut down on all the KNNBPCBs, cut down on drinking, cut down on late nights, cut down on clubbing; almost everything u hate about and even change myself just to get your approval... just complete this, gives me the ultimate stress... every single thing i did or planned to do is so damn stressful, coz i have to think about u & your reaction thereafter... why la... i dun like to stress myself out in front of the peeps i know, coz to everyone, JR's a happy go lucky guy. when i need someone to talk to or just chill, there's no one there, coz no one can give a proper solution unless he or she is in the similar shit i'm in. i think just typing this out, makes me feel like 10% better? why always this sentence that my dad said to me appear in my head; "life is unfair, look at your 5 fingers, are they the same length?" ya life's a bitch n unfair, but this has totally, absolutely nothing to do with wat i'm doing... fyp's not on my mind now even though i know i might just fuck it up coz i'vent been doing anything constructive for the past 8 weeks. 1 month more... cant afford to fail it... after fyp, its my IAP. attachment. well, if i get lucky (passing fyp) i hope i get into a happy go lucky company too. the 3 months of cheap labour is going all into my Koh Samui trip... cant wait honestly... next month's my bro's 22nd bday i'll defintely return the present he got for me... bro, trust me, ben & i will give u something special...

back to the problem i was talking about... i dunno how long can i be in denial n hide... i think talking to my godma aint gonna help a single bit...remember, JR aint a rapist, a murderer or a convict or whatsoever... i'm still human afterall despite all the hidden emotions in me... fuck, i hate to stress myself out because of this issue. its really adding on to my white hair... knn.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 7:16 PM

why so kb? WHY so many Mr Know-It-All around? why must ACK!? kb la! cb can dun every single time KB ANOT!?!??!?!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 12:58 AM

finaly able to upload the pics... ok picture paints a thousand words, a HEINE 6 pack shared among uncle, mama, winny, gary & i. weather was killin man, decided to take a breather...
so after like 15 mins, guess what? Heine-ession over!!! boy... were we thirsty.... as i said, the sun was killing, why cant our fucking Cheers in sch sell liquor & ciggs... walking all the way to 505 to buy is really damn far man...

ok enough for Heine, so it was fiona's 20th birthday on monday & guess what, cut the cake, ate the cake, played the cake... what's left? MAHJONG!!! so after bout like 3 hrs or so... look at what vivian chua ming rong did to us (fiona winny me)..... a fucking ZI MO 13 yaooooooooooo xiuuuu ah!!! nabei! after getting 1-2-3-4 flowers + a damn chicken, she still can ZI MO... what can i say? she totally deserved my $6.40... however according to my aunty a mahjong veteran, 13 yao no matter if ppl throw or u zi mo, u get paid $12.80 per pax. let says u're counting 20c 40c la... which i think its also the case... although most ppl capped @ 5 tai, but its the 13 yao man, mahjong highest level. the person defintely should get 6 tai la... hmm when will it be my turn man! ROFL

as you can see or perhaps not, this fence is the surrounding walls of nyp. well i'm going for fyp @ 8.15am & my bro alf is having deployment @ ang moy quee camp also... have been meeting him for the past 2 days for smokes... machiam prisoner & visitor... funny ah! see the haze at he back ground, tmd, not gao enough la...

anyway, gonna sleep real soon coz tmr's another NAPFA training session again... must must must jog n keep fit!!! oh man, what shall i eat for tmr? BAN MEE? remember, 3 meals a day in which only 1 rice per meal... i almost forgot... FUCKED UP QUOTE of the day: "wassup my lady!" jesus christ, that was the worst shit i heard. totally screwed up my day... imagine hearing such a fucking CANNOT MAKE IT line when u're about to go home.. PCB, MAI ACK LA! good night.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 9:39 PM

just came back after a mini 2.4km. damn tired. i miss my tip top 65kg body... my stomach really like a 40 yr old uncle. thanks to bird, g, dog for helping me out with my pull ups... i think i have to conquer this 2 aspect of the napfa test and the others will be a breeze... hopefully the discipline wont drop & i'll continue jogging every other night... 17 yrs build up 6 pack, 4 yrs become 1 pack... now crash course, half year to get back my packs... ganbate JR! mai zuo kaki lao kuei hor! KNNBPCB!!!!! yosha~

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:01 AM

thur's napfa training @ sch was horrendous. i couldn't feel both legs after the run & my arms too... yes JR's a fatty. a workout killed me. woke up on friday, felt like fuck sia. someone just tore me apart! but nevetheless yes gonna run 1, 2 la... i dun run then who run for me? right anot... ok here's some pics for this week, see the big blink on my ear? that was taken right after my lymph node burst. nabei burst liao ji tao wear earring. siao boh!? gao blink? this is the biggest blink i ever put on my ear sia... heng my lobe big enough if not will look like some phuture koteks. ROFL. no saying anyone in particular :D oh n on my right is my fyp lab partner calvin, funny fella & he's SIT club 1 of the dua tao. dun siao siao!

i guess i really eat too much... i mean as wat i'm labelled = OVER EATER. i love this dri fit top i bought @ queensway quite some time back. yes ladies, the size is XL. i also thought L only... cooling mah, so big 1 size bigger? ;) and also, vivian dun ever bounce of my stomach again... u think...... F U N N Y ah!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:47 PM

funny how someone just told me she dun really like her classmates... well i guess classmates in poly are like passing clouds like what gT tells me how he treats us during poly too. perhaps poly frds or classmates are just there as in help u go thru poly n u return the favour this n that, no strings attached in the end? i dunno man.... i feel once yr 3 comes, ur classmates will just turn out to be hi bye friends... u'll still stick with ur own outside frds am i wrong? but even then... your other friends also wont really mean much to a extend. i still think that having my 2 bros chilling out with me is still 1 of the best shit to do. like ytd, its been such a long time since we went to marina to prawn, although quite pathetic la, but it was fun though... knowing some ppl too well n too long also doesnt really help. coz the hard fact is that ppl do change. no one will be with u like forever. as the saying goes, "when u're up there at the highest level, whats the next place to be? down back to earth." being down to earth n realistic defintely beats trying to get everything off everyone. though i'm trying to still be myself n not wear a mask, i still see the floating faces of ppl each n every other time.... oh well, just live in the moment yeah? perhaps i really outta settle down n stop fooling around... but to think of it, i'm also not a player fooling around mah... wtf man what should i do le? regretted not going to church. knn now cant think or focus straight... btw mr lymph node, pls go away fast this time, dun bother me during my fyp. i'll go bonkers. i had to cut my hair especially for u. stop irritating me ah.... oh, dog ur nick is damn chio lor, love a girl who's willing to love you. i think should rephrase for u, u can willingly love any girl, but no girls will willingly love you. dog ah dog, u havent see the world, it aint simple afterall.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:11 PM