Monday, February 23, 2004

why?

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 12:29 AM

Sunday, February 15, 2004

its that time of year again... valentine's day... over the past 4 yrs or so... its either i spend it with my bros, or frds with their gfs... why must this happen... when will it ever stop... am i really destined to be like that? in that case, so be it... i mean, ok, wats the big fuck with having a gf... but am i lying to say that? only i know myself... its like, ok, this yr's valentine, had a drink... with ol & val.. but most of the time, I FELT ALONE. drinking alone, is always my cup of tea... i never regret doing this... ok, i know past week was tough for u... i'm not saying anything else... just that... past 2 days... i dunno wats wrong... tell me? i know the reason... why am i talking crap... i'm not drunk... never will be when i got no mood to drink.... relak.. i guess i'm a childish ass who's never ever gonna grow up.... although past 2 days we dint talk... still wanna say to u... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY miss u so bad. whatever u are doing right now... want u to enjoy ur self... c u on mon...

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 12:49 AM

Friday, February 13, 2004

i'm going against all odds now, i don't care what's ahead of me... being hurt doesnt always mean everything will be ok... most of the times i feel i'm useless... u've filled up my heart... there's no space for other things... lots of stuff to tell u... but i never will be able to do so... seeing u drift away... i know ur reasons... even though u smile looking back... u know how i feel deep down inside... tears of sorrow are all over.... i don't think i can trust love anymore... i wanna be with u on saturday... anyday... but i guess nothing matters no more... i rather u know then keep it inside me... who cares right? now i'm neither feeling sad or angry... its just the path that i have to go through... when can i finally settle down properly... there's one thing however i'm right. & thats is i'm not confused. i know wtf i am doing from the start... even i have to start from sratch, i will.

ARGH!!! CAN SOMONE TELL ME WTF IS HAPPENING! I WANNA BURN UP ALL OVER!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 7:24 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

in the morning i feel the breeze

the sun watches over me

the sound of water

the crashing seas is it only me

that feels alive

its all ahead of me

cause it feels

so right

just open ur eyes and see

that life is beautiful (so beautiful)

its beautiful to me

life can take u anywhere

u dunno where it leads u

but u know u're not alone

just open ur eyes and see

that life is beautiful (so beautiful)

its beautiful to me

I feel it's coming... all natural so sweet & nice... this week's gonna be rough for her... but i'll be there always.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:54 PM