J e r e m y R y a n

My heart says, we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Who warm my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please, give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything, just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Who warm my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 9:15 PM

this is bad... very bad. i'm caught in this web... why JR... why... this month is horrible... from the end of june, my life is gonna change again... ARGH~!! i make my own decisions... which will lead to huge disasters my left leg is gonna be 1, my mom is gonna be 1, my heart is gonna be 1 too... i'm happy that i'm gonna cover my left leg la... however i'm kinda stressed cause i really see NO POINT to make a huge fuss over it... my mom's gonna die seeing it... i bet my dick on it. ah yes... should i go ahead? but its not gonna turn out nice... oh fuck la..... how da? bo ho seh liao...

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:44 PM

once bitten twice shy, or actually this case. always bitten, never shy. Deja Vu. how come always in such a situation... i'll ask myself the same questions again, do the wrong moves again & back to square one. aiya, although still like 1 yr more to NS. time flies. just a blink of an eye, iwill be a recruit & during this 2 yr NS period, things changes. what if there's a change of heart? or like... u know those fucked up things. wisen up JR. flesh is willing, but spirit is weak. sad.

got back all my songs finally. felt very happy for the past 3 days. hearing those songs, makes me think of the memories i had in sparks. boy... those were the days... with the ai yo mai yo & kaobei la. LMAO. 7 years ago at Hougang Ave 1.... now at Serangoon North Ave 1... hoho. and best part is all my chinese songs are back too. weeee. Andy to Wu Bai. bagus man. walking DJ. toh guang gim yinggg. young & dangerous part 1.

my ball behind my left ear is back. how sweet. when i start sch come again... wah nabei... very heaty meh? i got drink water, beer, liqour. i smoke salem not hot one. its cold one. however i wanna change brand liao, salem not as cold as last time. my doc's on leave until monday... wtf to get those controlled drugs from? hmmm... early stage now. got the ache... rather kill it during this stage, then later. roar! dun wanna remind myself... nabei. sibei er xin. watch tv half way, whole neck dripping with pus & blood. ROFL.

its 10, feel like turning in early just for tonight. sleeping with a heavy heart & mind & left ear. pathetic JR.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 9:42 PM

I HATE W A N N A B ES. fuck u guys la. be it when gaming or on the roads or everywhere. fuck u all la. if BEY GAN dun act machiam sibei EH GAN. PPLS PLS PLS PLS DUN ACKKKKK!!! muahahaha. this is a serious issue man. play game wanna act pro, fuck la. dun waste my time man. y join my team. fuck off. bey gan still act ji eh -random. then dunno how to use. LMAO. even u'are a master of none, at least be a jack of all trades la for christ sake.

driving is a huge thing that i guess will never be gone. i wonder how they pass their test. KEEP TO UR OWN MOTHER FUCKING LANE LA. sway here n there. even class 5 cement mixer also stick to own lane. y must some cars move in n out in front of me? showing ur car zai? showing u got skills? telling me those stickers u stick on ur door very swee? u got install those parts on ur ride? HKS? Greddy? MOMO? Brembo? fuck u la. WAKE UP UR FUCKING IDEA. even u have all these fucking items, i'll still make u smell me. if i have those items, u won't be able to see me. I GURAN-DAMN-TEE U! sibei irritating leh... listening to my Jacky songs, suddenly 1 lj Hyudai Accent lua lua lai. so wat? ur car got cai? big fuck? i can make her WET by cutting in front of U & e braking u bastard. then u'll realise ur balls left its position n went to the back of the car... :)

sigh... i still dun understand. i dunno when will i get it, the reason for ppl to ACK. i think i have to ack liao. so ppl will like me, enjoy my company, think i'm great & all the chicks will come to me. hmm time for me to ack a whore like most ppl i see.... over my dead dick. weeEeEeee sibei song finally its all out. actually 1/4 nia. shall pop back into Bnet & see more of those W A N N A B E S!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:58 PM

"I believe everyone have the right to have a crush, fancy or like someone. Another thing is, i also believe he who she who's the one has the right to accept, decline or reject the someone."

its a free world out there, do & feel what u like. however there's nothing wrong liking someone, but NEVER EVER have a leg in more than 2 boats. cause y? 1 reason only. Nobody likes to be a 3rd Party. consider ur current bf or gf or the person whom u like; their feelings. put urself in their shoes. would u like being treated this way? giving it all to someone who doesnt really care about u right now & has their thoughts on someone else. apparently i have not done this to anyone cause i havent been in a relationship for donkey years. i always keep myself outta such situations. lets call it being level headed in a BGR. i never like the hassle of going through so much trouble & pain when u know what's left for u is nothing but a empty wish. i mean, y put urself into such a position? if i'm attached, defintely i'll keep my eyes on my girl. of course i hope she does it vice versa. if i will fall for someone else while in a relationship (which is impossible cause JR knows that fucking fact), that's simply not me & firstly i wont get into the current relationship at all if i have my doubts. plainly put, i'm confident with myself. ego? cocky? call it whatever u want, but that's me... :)

now for current affairs -

1: MY BRO ALF IS OFFICIALLY A NSF. no more pink i/c, its 11B time. went to tekong with ben, the Kok family to accompany alf on friday. had our "last" meal & salem. 2 yrs man, u're gonna be as fit as Arnold! haha. however, i feel the torture in ur voice when u called me. all the while i know wtf NS is all about. this is a JENG HU topic, so we will elaborate when u book out. later some ARMY siao kia read liao, paotoh me. then i can serve DB for life. but watever isit, once u book out, FUCK MAN, WE ARE GONNA WACK TILL U DROP! my Vodka will come i guess, once u're outta BMTC.

2: we almost flew over Fort Canning Flyover, leading to cineleisure, Singtel Building. oh yes, tell me more... 3 lanes, 3rd lane going to zouk, 2nd & 1st heading to cine. whats between the 3rd & 2nd was a HUGE concrete barrier. those who watch Legend of Speed 2 (Ekin's version) will prolly understand this more. FUCKING TOYOTA turtle bitch going so slow, well i had to do something... so... i went in between his car & the barrier. fantastic. it feels great. although my bros went pale. but ya know, U outta have WHAT it TAKES to pull such a stunt... :) thank god we're still alive. 15cm margin from both mirrors to my death? LMAO. i'll rather die someway more glam.

3: last topic, this month is gonna be all about movies. Mr & Mrs Smith. check Mrs Smith out man! i always wanted to kop the poster home. cut away Mr Smith. haha. gotta watch this flick, no need review i give perfect first. 2nd movie is of course inital-D. but FUCK THIS SHIT man! its gonna be JAMMED PACK. my assumptions? 1 - FUCK JAY CHOW, his fucking "shut" mouth & HIS FUCKING FANS. 2 - FUCK THOSE WANNABESSSS whom all think they can drift as well as a C A R T O O N charactor. oh man... how the fuck am i gonna get tix when all the stupid FANsi going gaga over the cast. Damn It.

JIU HU, here i come. going in with uncle & fish today! gotta grab those DVDs & Ciggys man. shant make anymore polo tees. quality abit flop. tmr shall tune my accent liao, JI TUO QIAN? oh, i almost forgot, CIBAI & LANSI. ROFLMAO. it's the Gold Comet of Serangoon North signing off. cheerios~

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:26 AM