Wednesday, June 22, 2005

once bitten twice shy, or actually this case. always bitten, never shy. Deja Vu. how come always in such a situation... i'll ask myself the same questions again, do the wrong moves again & back to square one. aiya, although still like 1 yr more to NS. time flies. just a blink of an eye, iwill be a recruit & during this 2 yr NS period, things changes. what if there's a change of heart? or like... u know those fucked up things. wisen up JR. flesh is willing, but spirit is weak. sad.

got back all my songs finally. felt very happy for the past 3 days. hearing those songs, makes me think of the memories i had in sparks. boy... those were the days... with the ai yo mai yo & kaobei la. LMAO. 7 years ago at Hougang Ave 1.... now at Serangoon North Ave 1... hoho. and best part is all my chinese songs are back too. weeee. Andy to Wu Bai. bagus man. walking DJ. toh guang gim yinggg. young & dangerous part 1.

my ball behind my left ear is back. how sweet. when i start sch come again... wah nabei... very heaty meh? i got drink water, beer, liqour. i smoke salem not hot one. its cold one. however i wanna change brand liao, salem not as cold as last time. my doc's on leave until monday... wtf to get those controlled drugs from? hmmm... early stage now. got the ache... rather kill it during this stage, then later. roar! dun wanna remind myself... nabei. sibei er xin. watch tv half way, whole neck dripping with pus & blood. ROFL.

its 10, feel like turning in early just for tonight. sleeping with a heavy heart & mind & left ear. pathetic JR.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 9:42 PM