J e r e m y R y a n: 04/01/2003

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

having some overnight sun kueh... taste funny.... Oh fucking hell, Big Communications, how BIG your HOLE is ah? Until now no pay? Y can't u just fucking pay us ASAP. its not a couple of thousands though, but at least that $45 bucks can make me a better person.... knn... Wait FUCKING LONG LIAO LEH. pcb. now i'm a broke man, a broke man is a angry man which in turns have no $$ to eat which makes me lagi angry. CCB! end of april liao leh, when u wanna give us our pay? HONG KAN LAH!!

recently i haven't been sleeping well, dunno because of wat... late nights? tv? i dun think so... or plain stress? hell no one knows... nvm, i can't be bothered too. seems like i kinda miss sch... my sec sch life... at Maris Stella. i'm proud to be a marist - alone. But there are more than 101 bastards around to spoil the name, my scout group all of that. those FUCKERS! BOOYAKASHA but i'm still very curious about wat will happen once i go in nyp... stressful sia.... my nyp life in july...

ok, going out now. cya.

Reco Song. Huang Ping Yuan - Xiao Wei (remix) played in pubs, faster version. I always like FAST stuff. :)

Monday, April 28, 2003

Congrats to the devils for winning 2 - 0 at spurs.... that keller was too gd, if not it would have been more.... surprised that Becks was not on the bench... but Barthez wasn't even on the bench & he was fit i guess. ROFLMAO. wat is going on in the club? Only fergie would know....

Can't really talk much nowadays cause no happenings.... or perhaps they are some things that i just don like to blog about.... man, i hope i could be a better man... although there are many things i cannot contorl, but at least I could try to make things better right? Funny lah, i feel. People are just too funny.... they always want more then can take. & i mean really MORE. they are not contented easily..... fuck it man.... y can't they be like that, so easy in life, they more they make it complex they more they will suffer.... trust me man.

btw, go dl or watch Anger Management & What A Girl Wants. Highly reco. Cause of the funny storyline. Summmore, i gurandamnteed that it won't bore u at all. Super hilarious. Sure laugh until stomach ache... X Men 2 faster come out... i wanna go watch.... :)

ok, that's all about it i guess.... *turning into a bored phuck*

Friday, April 25, 2003

Suddenly got lots of problems... Just pop up from no where. My shit, my bros shit.... fuck lah.... do we have to go through this again? Sibei Sian one leh.... There's really nothing much i can do... grumbling & kbing is a normal thing that won't solve anything.... coming down somewhere to talk about it may lead to stressation... which is bad too. So how??? Tell me how???? haiya! since i'm bored again, i decided to take another quiz. hehehe

What Is Your Animal Personality?
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i dunno i'm a HORSE anot... but the caption is true though.... hmm... summore the horse quite ugly leh... ROFLMAO.

Can't believe Becks may leave Man Utd.... oh gosh... Man Utd can eat shit & die if Becks ever leave, well soccer is like that...

k lah, don't talk balls i havent bath the whole day!! can't believe it... cause i thought maybe chionging mah... not bad lah, i nowadays kinda guai... at home listen to mp3... do my own things.... hehehe... but my ideal girl is still not there...to be with me... *sad*

Reco song. Suzanne Vega - Tom's Diner

Thursday, April 24, 2003

GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED & THE REDS GOES MARCHING ON & ON! My favourite team as a small boi remains the fact. Although man u lost today, but wat a performance they showed. World Class Display of 2 of the Best Teams in the World. I thoroughly enjoyed the game even though Da Devils lost. But no one can say Man U sux. Coz they r0x UR BALLS ok. Def the best match ever seen. To all gunners fans, be practical, U guys can NEVER EVER do it to Real. :)

FT from Old Trafford; Manchester United 4 (RVN 43' Helguera OG 52, Beckham 70',85') - 3 Real Madrid (Ronaldo 12', 50', 58')

The passion of the Devils was too much liao... becks freekick... hohoho.... wat a superb team. nvm, MAN U rox. EPL is all yours~~~ go go man u go!!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

As I damn bored... I wanna see what's some stupid quiz can say about my life.

This is about some colour i am.

You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

What inner color are you?

another one

You see the would in Red, Green, and Blue

Red/Green/Blue:
To you, the world is logical. Everything happens
for a reason, life is scientific. You like to
find solutions. I doubt you needed to take this
quiz in order to realize this.

What color do you see the world in?
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this one would be interesting... hehe

Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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well, i think most of this quizes are full of jaaaabroni monkey piss however when u really look at it... could be true u know? I also dunno the quizzes are for guys or girls lol
but the answers were cute. rofl. i feel that the last quiz i took would agar agar show u wat person i am

Water

You are... Water!
You're peaceful and tend to agree with people. You
have a certain charm about you and are probably
also quite fun-loving.

What element are you?
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Tuesday, April 22, 2003

Bought the Shan Ji Comics aka Mountain Chicken. Very interesting... I must say the artist has drawn it to perfection, but he so little tattoos only meh? *ponders* Can't wait to get the Da Fei one... fuck lah, but no $$ liao. Big Communications Singapore if u happened to pop up here. Can I ask u, where's my bros & my pay? I need the fucking $$! ur accountant called me AGES AGO until now he hasn't emailed. WTF? even 14.4 also can send. So what in the cock is he doing? No ISP at home? Bo ko lin no ISP in office? nabei...

ok. now the thing is the Beach Life game, ah lim only got Original.... $39 ex leh.... summore my comp not enough space to install it... Gonna upgrade it ASAP. i really BTH liao. more ram/ better graphics card.... if not cannot multi task without the thought of LAG. knn

2 more days!! Devils vs madrid... Man U gotta win man... no win no champs. btw i can't believe becks said that "Never Say Never" about the transfer.... fergie has confirmed that giggsy & becks won't be leaving but oh well, ball is round

Wanna go watch tv... nothing interesting except my wet dream i had while taking a nap today.... ROFLMAO

Reco Song. Daniel Chan - Hua Huo Chai

Monday, April 21, 2003

just woke up... shiok sia!! 11hrs ++ of sleep.... Taking a SM on sunday is very healthy. Sleeping Marathon lah.... ROFL. but i just realised that i was burnt until quite jialat... the face & shoulders are imobile liao haha. that's the price of going to Sentosa thinking that since it has been raining for the past few weeks, it would rain again but not yesterday.... LOL

Feel 100% very sweet. speechless man... However i dunno if that was the last episode last night... Next week will be some chinese singing crap awards hopefully it just doesn't end here. Very nice show. but if u follow the comic, its quite diff... just like GTO. but wateverr....

I hope ben & rita can patch up ASAP. wat a couple they make man... Bro, all da best to U! hehehe. don't worry for me cause i'm too unacceptable liao... so no gf... i wondering if p,m,s,c read this before.... hmmmm.... LMAO

ok, time to do my stuff.... bbl

Sunday, April 20, 2003

*yawnz* i'm so tired.... not enough sleep.... zzzz! Happy Easter by the way. lots of time burnt today.... dunno if can tahan later for my Feel 100%... wahhhhh bthhhhh wanna on air con 18deg jump to bed & koon ah!! but nvm... its my dad bday today! Happy Birthday Dad!! Fantastica dinner at Lemongrass restaurant - Siglap. ROFL. eat until damn full so must sleep mah! pig hor? but who cares? i'm a cow. not a pig. sian lah... nothing much to say so far.... cause i dun wanna comment anything... too much happenings liao... knn. i think better know that Never Take Things For Granted sgreans should remember that. there's no need to put up a front when u can just be urself... aiya FUCK IT lah. mai gong liao.... the more i say the more du lan... getting lots of comments from my parents... so be it. wanna go bath... knn shampoo now sux... my mom dunno how to buy.... but got Body Shop Mango... drool~

ok, erm wanna tell peeps who visit my site. no offense k? cause i got ppl tagging my board, but sometimes i really dunno who are u... sorry ah. if u do IRC join me in GalaxyNet at #HotStuff my channel for everyone & msg the friendly/understanding/caring/kind - R_[y^a]_n.
i'll be more glad than ever to talk to u. btw, this is NOT SPAMMING! IRCop, b00yakasha. hehe

Friday, April 18, 2003

Happy Good Friday to all! Hmmm, the mass at SFX was alright... same thing every year cept that this yr got SARS!!! so no kissing of da cross! lame right? because of SARS then cannot do a tradition? If it was ME, i don't mind kissing the cross still. But anyway, it rained. Standard one, for the past years i've been going to mass always rain on gd friday. =)

I had fun fidling with my 6610. dled lots of shit from the web that my frd mr b00 gave me. hahaa.... but i still not used to it. 8250 r0x!!! :D~

Tonight is a FRIDAY leh! But i'm at home blogging/ircing/slacking.... should be at SPARKS or MS. Chionging is not harmful though. But nvm, stay at home also can save my dough... can play my beach life. another gd game for u guys to try is Restaurant Empire! Be a master chef managing restaurants, take part in compis all the crap! should be fun i guess. I had fun myself. Here's the link to dl the stuff GAMES!

Ok time to bath... fucking hell! My shampoo bo liao!!! Alamak, go & buy first...

Reco song. Culture Beat - Mr Vain 2003 Remix

Thursday, April 17, 2003

I wanna give an explanation to lots of shit. Firstly, i would like to thank ma dad/mom for upgrading a 6610 for me. There's no special reason. I din't request the upgrade at all. Although I really missed my 8250 but i wanna thank them for it. Ok. I know ma mom. She's very particular about buying such stuff.... ask non-stop. Ok, I admit i'm damn pissed about it. But why? Why? cause it's damn pressurizing siting down while u do the shooting. i never wanted to sit there just now, but u asked me in... thinking maybe i won't know how to use the fucking phone. I find, i upgraded the phone NOT TO FOLLOW TREND ok? I cannot say i dun like the phone yet. But to me, a phone is a phone. weather a 3310 or a 8855. it's main function is to communicate. nuff'.

Oh yeah baby! 2 more hrs!! Red Devilsss pls win... This win won't make u Win the title, but at least, it can boost up ya morale against the star studded madrid team. Damn kan jiong sia.... highbury... will the Devils silence wenger & his stupid mouth? Or will the gunners gun down the devil? Hohoho. 2.30am ESPN! Dunno why my mom bought draw for Strike. 3.25 is the odds. I don't think there will be a draw... who knows? Ball is round kns damn it.

btw, i'm sure lots of peeps have eaten the Takopachi Ball aka Octopus Testis. but for those who havent, enjoy it k? with lots of Fish Flakes, mayo & the sauce wahhaha delicacy... another one is carokke. Its a fried fishcake to me... Seafood flava nicest. Milk taste weird? dunno lah. Anyway, later will be Nissin Curry Seafood to fill my stomach for the match.

i wanna go & pee & play some shit later.

Reco song. The Cascades - Rhythm Of The Rain

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

Hmmm, there have been funny ppl giving me tagboard msgs... who are u? I mean, if we know each other, be honest lah... at least right? Don't hide behind 1 monitor thrash talking... sian one leh. anyway, suddenly hooked into the game Beach Life by edios. U know, my dream is to own a beach resort at some fantastic gettaway... the Sand, Sun, Sea, Sex all the crap... then saw this game at Virus Lan Shop near Upper. Virtual Resort: Spring Break. very nice... for ppl like me... dunno why i get the feeling my dream may come true... hopefully lah? :) Then i wanna dl the demo, wait like fuck at fileplanet.com so now dling from fileshack.com. When got such shit like that & i'm such a person, i don't mind the wait actually. ROFL.

Today Jacky Go Go Go not nice one... so boring... the guests also those llamas... Hopefully tonight's Guess Guess Guess would be better. :p The big game at highbury is getting nearer & nearer wahhhh damn tense up... who will win? i still wonder...

My sch gonna start soon... now finding out more thrash about my course, NYP - MIT. Pls pray its not too tough for me.... b00h00...

k lah, wanna go sleep liao... here's a lame quote. "cya later, alligator!"

Monday, April 14, 2003

I'll intro a place where the entrance fee is only 40c. Gurandamnteed fun. However, u must not have a weak heart or some shit like that, if not u'll just idle & rot at a place now currently filled with tadpoles. Not very clean, but at least its acceptable. For guys; don't go there thinking of having a wetdream at night or going to get any chicks number, cause there's NONE. For girls(chicks); pls go there! so I can know u. LOL. its very safe. don't worry about ya tits. going down the slides doesn't harm them. only ur butt. like mine & my bros today. ok, nuff' of the shit, the place is... tada~ Big Splash at ECP! really lah, i'm not kidding... very fun. the experience is nice since i havent been there for a while. wasted today raining.... but past few days also like that. bo bian.

anyway, today was another hilarious epi of Feel 100%. although i watched it in hk before, but no harm going again. nice. stupid misunderstanding. lmao. next week will be damn funny... 1 say the other... such a cute couple.

also got a feeling i'm hooked into jazz music. i mean like those they play in Hotel Lounges... dunno leh, listen to Jazzmatazz on GOLD 90 fm. then quite shiok... maybe my techno can put aside for a while, just a little bit. however, techno is the nicest. ROFL.

k lah, time to catch a wink. tmr got Rival Schools match between Alf & me. Dunno whether ben coming, that guy sure bth after todays viewing... HOHO. don't too many times, if not hay wire then u know!

Reco song. Diana Krall - The Look Of Love

Sunday, April 13, 2003

Glory Glory Manchester United x2 & The Reds Go Marching On~ wat a match. but newcastle should lose by 2/3 goals can liao. 6-2 is for the fucking gunners. gd job devils, r0x even becks not playing... so if becks playing... maybe 10-2. ROFL. the next match gonna be exciting sia... can't wait... balls gonna drop if man u lose... sian ah, rain today at palawan... everyone hiding under the guardhouse like a dick... but nvm, after palawan was OCH. today alright... not bad, furthermore the hearings/sightings tally :) somethings are better to believe then ignore. this saying is fucking true. so peeps out there, don't get freaked out. its the way things goes in life. nuff' said. damn shag ah... when can i start work? i need CASH. no $$ no honey. I'm poorrrrrr liao...

here's a fun site for u guys to check out. btw, 18 & above only. relax, nothing to do with p0rn. U feel the VIBES? HAVE FUN!!

Reco song. Swish - Better Believe

wetdreamland, here i come~ LMAO ;)

Saturday, April 12, 2003

Hmmm, i guess today was quite a full of shit... I mean all that has happened.... haha. bth. btw, alf bro, its FATED man! get it? when we were planning on Mission KL, KL came to Us! ROFLMAO so i'll be waiting for wot the conversation was about ah... u better tell me if not i'll fucking screw ya arse!!! wahahahha.... Hmmm, later in the night, would be an outing to OCH... but before that, palawan or sunset bay... i feel that the crowd now is getting worst... not as in the no. of ppl going but the ppl who are going & the atmosphere.... machiam ppl go there to like show off some crap or simply gek a fucking seh.... lame lah... y cant ppl just be themselves like how my bros & I do... but anyway, feel like shitting now... getting CRAMPS. LOL. maybe today eat too much nonsense liao, chicken rice lah... black pepper prawn... some stupid cracker... + henessy... now i'm cheesy... cb. haha my sista is stressed by the Ralph Lauren Mist perfurmmmm wahahhahah. Hey SIS, if U want it, obey ya bro!! WAHAHAHA ;)

Thursday, April 10, 2003

damn sleepy sia.... yesterday at 7 the music not really fantastic... kinda boring actually... was watching ESPN most of the time... y do ppl go there? for the chix? drinkx? atmosphere? there was no atmosphere at all last night.. worst thing is that... so many problems happened with my frds... ger shit lah... then some got ger liao ack a fucking jiao seh.... hong kan lah... i still think my house has the best ambience!! hahahaha with my music... :p who can qie me.... hahahahah *Head Getting Bigger!!!* LOL but i think i'll stop clubbing for the time being... no dough... :( anyway, i've got a frd so funny... like a ger but dun wanna do anything... prefer to sit back & watch the show... however there is competition for him... so last night i think it was best that he could be a gd frd in the first place & then see as the situation goes.... is that gd advice? if it's not, tell me!! ROFLMAO.

now to let u peeps to try this quiz... very funny... i'm a Koala... :D Sex Quiz! must tell me wot u got hor! i wanna see who's the DEAD FISH in bed...

hunger now... i think time for yam char aka dimsum... cheers~

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

Kings of England vs Kings of Spain... 2.30am... I bought $20 on The Red Devils. Odds, 3.20! roflmao. Devilssssss go!! Becks, curl a trademark free kick in man! Go Go Go!!
nowadays everyone like very fishy & cunning... dunno leh... I feel like swimming in a pool of jellyfishes... will kena sting 24/7 leh... Things are not as true as wot they seems to be... fucking hell, are there only hypocrites, poseurs, fakes that live in this world? When will there be REAL ppl? Those that will tell u something & do it without fucking u in the back? My life is gonna start a new journey this july... Will I meet the backstabber, those motherfuckers? or those genuine ppl that will make me feel better? Ppl tell me that frds are just to pass ur time in the world. To me, if 100 frds turn out to be llamas, I rather walk my own.

Bloody shit, so many Lizards in my house~!! argh... today dunno see how many liao... run here there.... but technically better than ants & mosquitoes :D hohohohoho

Feeling smelly must use Shokobutsuuuu :p

Monday, April 07, 2003

Suddenly I feel like a primary 1 sch kiddo having being taught many lessons by alot of ppl... Guess this saying of "its my way or the highway" doesnt apply to most ppl... oh well, simply fuck it. I guess revolving in my own world is always the best. Nothing beats it. U do wot u feel like, u talk wot u want. However, having left being in my own world for quite sometime made me think that... sharing a world with other ppl could be nice too... if the peeps know the saying "give & take". Most likely I've been taking too much & not giving. Taking in consideration to others is something I haven't master... most prob would never master... ROFL. No one likes to please others, but actually I somehow kinda like the feeling.... quite song leh.. :X aiya... who cares about others right? that's the thing most ppl know about me... but anyway, let it be... i dun need to change everyone's opinion about me. IF u know me long & well enough.... & I REALLY MEAN LONG & WELL enough..... then... U would agar agar know wot kind of frd am I, wot kind of boyfriend would I make, wot kind of shit do I fancy & crave... knn, sometimes say so much also for fuck? no point too... hmmm... feel like listening to my technos now... later then catch FUN CLUB. chill with a kilkenny.

Reco song. Fun Factory - Close To You

wah lan eh! mai lai lah... alf & ben... at this time trying to ack a match maker? nabeiii somethings cannot play one leh.... will tio BOMBED big time leh! fuck fuck fuck...
i watch Feel 100% every sunday night.... read the comics... but i can't have them in my life.... :( so bros, i know u wanna help me... but somethings really cannot force one... I should be the one... doing it... right? dunno la.... I now can't even take care of myself... still wanna be tough with other ppl... Cannot Make It lah...
However, I think my bros are right... [00:36] he like her [00:37] but he really dun dare say | give me a break sia... I going abit siao siao liao leh... suddenly today this morning, right now in irc in #HotStuff all this thing? blurry feeling.... can die sia.... Is it really meant to be? I think its time for another KOPI SESSION with my 2 bros for a final verdict. We gotta talk it out... Rushing things will lead to suicidal tendencies. chill for now

Reco song. Take That - Pray

Sunday, April 06, 2003

14inch compared with 29inch... hmmm.... huge diff. Anyway, 4-0 at liverpool. Man u simply r0x. However I prefer it at Arsenal. A win for Man U was enough today, but a thump at highbury would be fantastic! i hope the red devils will flare up at the Santiago Bernabeu during their champs league clash next week. Watching the Real Madrid & Rayo Vallecano match now.... boring leh... at this time Real's down by 1 goal. Luiz Ronaldo & Co. should be able to turn the tables lah. :p

pH! u just screwed my tag big time! but its a totally FREE site so if u wanna shoot me, go on. it's ok. :) however i kinda liked ya FBT training kit today. well, it certainly looks gd on u. alamak, but y ur hair getting shorter & shorter as i meet up with u... T_T but u still look the same.... *winks*

Gym session. Cut down on smoking. Getting fitter & better. I'm gonna be so tired & worn out.... time to float.

Saturday, April 05, 2003

i can't believe my fucking TV is SPOILT! fucking shit.... tonight's Big Match of Man U vs Liverpool is GONE~ sian la! now only can watch at some kopitiam with ah peks or bq with siao lians or frds hse... but who's hse? i also dunno who got ESPN who dun have leh... fuck lah... repair man tmr then come.... KNNNNNN. but suah la, live without my tv for a time being... see how's the feeling like. ok, the pix can be seen now! every pic. some ppl have already tell me that there's chiobus in my album wor. ;) who are they? its for u to judge & give me comments. WAHAHAHAH. if the response is gd, i'll add a nude/semi-nude gallery of SUPER BABES! & I mean it. drool & shoot all over your freaking monitor & keyboard dudes! :D~ but i'll just let the pix be for now...

ok. for those who wanna msg me for something, u can just drop by IRC, GalaxyNet in #HotStuff & msg R_[y^a]_n ! if u want ur pic to be up there, drop me a note.

Reco a canto song for u. Ekin Cheng - Stay

chill for now.

Just woke up not long ago... eating my mom's fried rice now... abit pai jiak leh.... hehe. Supposed to be in Palawan Beach or Sunsetbay now... however due to over activity ytd, i'm now at home. ben also doing his stupid Informatics programme. better rest while i can, if not once i start work.... I'll be super shag.... btw, the Car Pictures are ready! so just click on the link to visit it. Hopefully u guys will like it. trying to make all the pics available for viewing. So if u want your pix to be on my site, just email me at my mail add

Friday, April 04, 2003

Today got 12 flower crabs!! HOHOHO! the record for the time being. Sembawang park is the ideal place for U peeps to catch crabs. However, be prepared for any weather change coz is damn unpredictable. knn, today tio sun burnt again. then i wearing the marist singlet, got the stupid "bra" shape. sibei sian.... tmr supposed to go sentosa but since i've been burnt & tired & broke, i shall just go to my club for gym session... :) fit better mah, girls like wor. :P oh yah, my fucking cough havent ok, cb coughing damn pain leh especially at night... super irritating also.... but i'm trying. TRYING to stop smoking. hurting me big time leh. time to play pocket billard... cya.

Thursday, April 03, 2003

too all my fans out there who are viewing my blog :P the pix ARE NOT READY don't view yet... i'll make it sooner or later. tmr its gonna be another Crabbing session at Sembawang Park. Hopefully can catch more than 10 flower crabs with our bait; Kim Seng. what a name for our bait. hahahahah. Big News: I'm gonna stop smoking for the time being... just to cure my cough... fucking flam colour is DARK GREEN. damn er xin right? but nvm, once i'm cured, everything's gonna be alright. I dunno if can stop for a while anot.... Hopefully can la hor... wanna watch tv liao. later,

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

wah lan eh... sian bey sian today.... go the place for shooting... so hot... air con dunno never on full power of simply spoilt. du lan ah. but nvm, i had fun with 2 bros of mine. acting is fun, but fucking tiring sia. summore today machiam 3 guys to 7 girls... but no hot babes that made me drool like a pool :D~~~. LOL that time at NewsRoom Bar better.... hohoho... memoriesssssss. Next week maybe got 1 more shoot. i think about ICE the drug. today was XTC, last week was K. should have more mah... like Crack, Upjohn, Wheat, Marjuana.... then more action, follow the dragon... LOL. later then update again, now gotta upload pix... fucking boring, heng got my sister to help me... i lazy do such shit one lah... but well... since start liao, might as well make it nicer. :) roflmao

gotta rush off to Shanghai Sally's for a film shoot now... chessy name for a winebar I think. if i don't find it at central mall, i'll be losttt. so, be back later to finish off this thing. :)

Tuesday, April 01, 2003

I'm gonna thank my sister for introing this crap to me.... nuff' said. Couldn't get this shit to work ytd. Something about wat cock up server nonsense. But aiya, it's back already & it's working fine now.

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