Merry Xmas JR! kinda late but oh well... first time i spend xmas in my car... what a countdown although just for 40mins. luckily reached church in time... well, lets all of us hope for a better year and also will come back posting real shortly... anyway here's a test i got off jo's blog... quite fun... i'm truly the devil huh... :S
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
PLS LET ME WHINE.
monday blues. this 2 weeks is gonna be so fucked up. so i guess i'll blog if i have the chance to.... just bathed n finished my dinner not too long... pics are all uploaded. great. here's pic of me with the M3G vehicle of the SAF... i might be smiling coz i believe take some pics must smile a lil, if not it might not turn out gd. i have to be @ PORTSDOWN CAMP for the next 2 fucking days. when i thought UbiTechpark was fucked enough, here comes portsdown all the way at buona vista, telok blangah, the cb WEST side... WHY on EARTH am i being exploited by this FUCKING XEDGE COMPANY? i'm being paid $420/month but i have to do a fucking 1.7k job? full time staff dun go down, instead I HAVE TO as a intern? WTF?!?!?!? fuck this IAP la.
as i was saying, this is the view of paya lebar area from my office @ the 7th floor. pls dun get decieved by the pic... when always i'm having a smoke, this is the area when i chill n dun think of anything but the marlboro menthol lights that is on my hand... thanks to my n73 for capturing this moment, i doubt my old 6280 can do it..
finally mingrong!, we taken the MING's pic. lol. a night out of chilling, chicken wings, wheatgrass @ yishun dam... of course the camera man is non other than winson whom i still owe $15 bucks... but u knn kio sai kia got new SE hp & a PSP! dun feel like paying u back... rofl kidding la. hey man, u're not the only one i owe alot of ppl alot of stuff k... :S but nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves although just the 3 of us... until the next time, when fiona pass i guess? ROFL hoepfully she dun read this entry... ha.
oh yeah the long awaited FYP finale pics... this is our lab @ BLK S 446. to everyone who's having IAP, or going to IAP. tell me honestly FYP's much better right? i fucking miss school la. its when we all disappear & then 1 MC call; blink of an eye full attendence! hurhur ;) although the whole lab dint talk much as a lab but, who cares? sch > iap.
the barney-is-a-dinosaur gang (where's rachel!?)... rofl... we are the craziest ppl in fyp i believe... i really had alot of fun during fyp... miss our midweek mahjong madness... then next day "overHANG" seh seh go sch still thinking of PONGs & GANGs & HUs... to winny, mama, mingrong, riberio... dun get fucked up IAPS like mine... really. pray hard u'll get better ones.
lastly my conclusion pic... my soul is like the barren beach of Koh Samui... is washed up dry... no life no water no nth.. emotional & passionate doesnt get together i believe... is when i'm taking the shot of this beach last yr during may... i already had a feeling this is my kind of life... really i think i should just stay @ Koh Samui n never come back. fuck sg. this is a fucked up place. i'm happy i'm getting to see Koh Samui next yr... its so soon.. wait for me Samui... i'll be there real real soon...
finally... i can't believe me being a smoker/drinker/tattooed is like the end of the world... where apparently "good" chaps are well liked... cb. this is nothing but a whole load of bull...
CHILL? FUCK THIS WORD. not this time anymore. I HAD ENOUGH. time time time time time!?!??!?!?!? HOW MUCH FUCKING TIME U WANT? 2009 NYE? i'll be FUCKING DEAD BY THEN. dun blame me. I DUN WANNA GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. when I do gd things, no one appreciates it. KNN. snapped. FUCK IT MAN. I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY HYPOCRITES RULE THE WORLD!!!
magnanimous–adjective
1.
generous in forgiving an insult or injury; free from petty resentfulness or vindictiveness: to be magnanimous toward one's enemies.
2.
high-minded; noble: a just and magnanimous ruler.
3.
proceeding from or revealing generosity or nobility of mind, character, etc.: a magnanimous gesture of forgiveness. i feel this post is gonna be totally senseless coz i'm brain dead currently... so if u ppl read it & think its meaningless, i can understand. jr's being just purely lame... so here it goes..
9th Dec there were 2 parties. zoukOUT & MOS's milkshake yet i wasnt interested in either one... on the way back from pasir ris & tampiness, the roads were nth but silent. just my music, lancer, mild 7 & the usual taxis... usually from pasir ris i take about 10-12mins to come back home... this time ard i took bout 30mins... speed? 60km/h. i cant belive it myself when i saw the speedo... a penny too much for my thoughts. never speed when head's heavy. thats all i can say... a long time ago the same mind fucking thing hit me & i reached home from woodlands in 10mins. i wondered how come i aint dead during that period of time... anyway... tonight's drive was gd... coz half of SG @ those 2 parties. best time to drive n chill.. :)
today, i have to say thanks Audrey for the screen protector thingy. its been a long time since we've met & lol u're still deity's assistant.. lol all the best in finding your job soon! next is ma bro ALF. looks like we both lost in the Manchester derby. lol. i said 2-0, u said 2-1. end up 3-1... haha fuck the best. MUFC win can liao ;) but bro, thanks for spending time with me... next week's ben's bday, time to unwind.
last but not least... do magnanimous ppl succeed in life? forgive & forget this saying helps ppl to improve themselves & move forward? coz i've never seen a nice guy end up with rewards in life.. usually all the pcbkias get everything. y are there so many what ifs & obstacles... this is just like romeo & juliet... SG version..
juliet: "oh romeo, y u so much ang kong... y u are a walking chimmmmmnnny!?!??
romeo: "i cant help it but i love you. if anyone says anything about this, i'll just have to keep quiet & swallow it..."
juliet: "my parents disapprove of us oh romeo..."
romeo: "*shrugs* u got me there juliet, i'm fucked."
i hope new year eve's will be a great day to welcome 2007... oh fuck i dunno what i'm talking about... fatigue i guess... 3rd week of cb xEdge attachment akan datang... KNNBPCB!!!!
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Jeremy Ryan Ng
Birth date: 13.09.1985
Birthplace: Singapore
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Peranakan aint 100% munjen.
Shoes you wore today: Loafers
Your weakness: women...
Your fears: HEAT.
Your perfect Pizza: HAWAIIIIIIANNNN malibu~
LAYER THREE:
Your most overused phrase on AIM/MSN: KNNBPCB
Your thoughts waking up: damn, where's my marlboro! :)
Your best physical feature: drink + drive
Your bedtime: seldom use my bed...
Your most missed memory (ies): erm, when i was young?
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICKS
Pepsi or Coke: Coke however both sucks honestly.
McDonald's or Burger King: BK i like it BIGGER!! :D
Single or Group Dates: Always SINGLE
Adidas or Nike: All Day I Dribble And Score
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: tea's gd.
Chocolate or Vanilla: choco & vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: frappuccino included? haha just give me CAFFINE man!
LAYER FIVE:
Smoke: no woman no cry, no ciggy i die :X
Cuss: forever cussing (btw cussing is SWEARING)
Single: i guess so?
Take a shower everyday: duh! SG so hot. pcb!
Think you've been in love: always giving love babyyy
Like(d) high school: of course!
Want to get married: perhaps not.
Believe in yourself: sometimes.
Get motion sickness: never.
Think you're attractive: SURELY. ego JR.
Think you're a health freak: that's queer.
Get along with your parents: always, if not i'll be living alone.
Like thunderstorms: defintely.
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: i'm a bad liar if i say no... :D
Done a drug: hehehe...
Gone on a date: dating is healthy.
Gone to the mall: ya
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: yes
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: cant find my blades
Gone skinny-dipping: not yet... soon.
Dyed your hair: nah, black's fine.
Stolen anything: anime, SPINX set +13 hurhur n lots more.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: YES
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: eh intoxicated yes.
Been caught "doing something": nah, haven had sex or wank for a while..
Changed who you were to fit in: not really...
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: never i guess.
Number of children: if i do, a soccer team.
How do you want to die: contented.
What do you want to be when you grow up?: re-phrase this question, wat i wanna do; drive a ferrari & CRASH it.
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/BOY
Best eye color?:
Best hair color?:
Short or Long Hair:
Height:
Best first date location: i'll sum up this, i'm chasing now... so the rest doesnt matter.
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: trust can't be compared to stats.
Number of piercings: 3; 1 left only
Number of tattoos: can't really count, a lil too much?
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: none & not somewhere in the near future...
Number of scars on my body: dunno man, gotta ask someone to count for me.
Number of things in my past that I regret: i only regret not doing & not regret doing.
Merry Xmas JR! kinda late but oh well... first time i spend xmas in my car... what a countdown although just for 40mins. luckily reached church in time... well, lets all of us hope for a better year and also will come back posting real shortly... anyway here's a test i got off jo's blog... quite fun... i'm truly the devil huh... :S
