J e r e m y R y a n

supa lazy sunday afternoon. yes. just got back from grand's place. its been a long time since i've been there. still love the old black couch of mine. totally adjusted, customized to my body shape. haha. feeling damn full yet tired though. slept for pathetic 3 hours: 8.30am - 12.30pm. want to study now man. but where's GT? roflmao. if i can't contact him, i'm officially fucked for my IT1821 paper. i do mean FUCKED. jialat la... tonight must ton liao... sibei seh man. if i sleep now, i'll prolly wake up at 6-7 later in the evening? if i dun sleep now, i prolly fall asleep if i'm studying. haha. either way, i have to make a trip to dreamland i guess. tuesday last paper. after that, HO SEH LIAO. but my head cannot stop thinking can pass all 8CMs anot... dun think first, now is the sleeping issue. ok i know liao. i'll just nature takes its course... *nabei, i think the way is only koonz lor! hahaha* see u guys around.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:07 PM

today's my c++ paper. i'm very sure i absolutely do not know a single thing on it. roflmao. hope i can reach sch by 10am & get something going on. after this paper, my most feared & hated subjects - Discrete Maths & Maths 1. what a boring & fucked up exam week i'm going through. i used da old school method for my Networking paper again man! weeee, this time no bus tickets coz everyone using EZ-LINK liao. but there's always a NETS receipt. muahahaha. i love cheating & copying. wasted la, no one in my course or my class as siao as me.... :) oh yes, the money issue is still here. i'm still fucking broke. btw, is love on everyone's mind? dunno somehow i get the feeling that, most of the ppl i know are affected by da 4 letter word. haha, not my prob. i aint involved in anything right now. listening to technos man! can u believe it? yes i think u ppl will. so long since i last downloaded them. but its always gd to hear some Runaway... & of course THE ROOF IS ON FIRE, WE DONT NEED NO WATER LET DA MOTHERFUCKER BURN. hey now, dun be mistaken, i aint no beng man. lol. trying to get some vibes in my head only. haha. talking about technos, its called Euro-Dance for your info. and its highly popular overseas. so dun call me ah beng ah. i'm a N E R D! ok man time to sleep. if not later in the day tua ki liao. happy wet dreams.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:35 AM

oh yes. i'm gonna study later in a couple of hours time. i mean STUDY. i have to get some shit into my brain no matta wat. if not, i can ki hong kan liao. roflmao. this week yr 2 papers. tmr networking, wah lan, i realised my yr 1 networking i got a D. wonder this yr, wat will be the outcome. anyway, fuck man. no $ liao. should really cut down on driving out... the petrol $ do kill. furthermore the food/drinks/cigs too. i have to take care of my pocket before the hole gets bigger. doesnt really matter if month start or month end. because - I will ALWAYS be poor! lol. that's a fact & no one can do anything about it. my eyes are closing, hope to see those peeps i know asap man. so long never catch up liao. kk. good nites.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:34 AM

i think today's soccer session was the worst of my career. both thighs were screwed so badly since tuesday. i thought they would be ok by now, but, both of them failed me. is it just muscle strain/ache or is it a full hamstring pull? hmmm... recurring injury came back. the bones on my feet, the veins, that area. totally gone man. what is wrong with my legs man... i'll take it as a sign for me to stop playing for a while. concentrate on my studies first... today's XML paper was so FUCKED UP. lecturers do lie. "study the pass yr common test paper & can get 50-60 marks." hey, study my fucking dick & get a suck. section C 40marks gone. anyway, now is time for the exams baby. 4 papers. this 4 modules are downright scary. haha. C++ Networking 1828(rpt2) 1821(rpt1) weeeee. c'mon i say! i will pass all 8 CMs!!! gimme a hell yeah! anyway, i finally got the 04/05 Manchester United jersey!! alrighty man. sad thing is, it doesnt really absorb the sweat... i still like my adidas climacool training one. super cooling. ok man, i wanna chill. is the new template really nice?

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:46 PM

just finished 1 common test - Multimedia. in sch's lab now, supposed to be studying for 2nd common test - Comm Skills. yet i'm relaxing, as always. 4.30 start, might come out at 5+? haha. anyway, just changed my blog template. i think it suits me but also not... hmmm, weird feeling. tmr last common test - XML & it's time to study for 4 Exams. fucking shit. ok man, i'lll see u guys soon. take care & fuck around always! :)

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:07 PM

oh my god. tests & exams are getting near. but i'm fucking bored. drink also sian, smoke also sian, rounding also sian. wtf!! buy things also sian, how much can i buy... but $ also another problem. knnbccb. what can i do? i hate studying, thats what everyone knows. i'm poor, its a fact. what else man? completed my To-Fu's Kubrick. what else? hmmm... chionging is out of point. i prefer relaxing, drinking. those boom boom muzik n crowd turns me off. getting more tattoos is what i wanna do, but my mom is still... fuck. nvm. got no girl, dunno thats gd or bad. but its not that important actually. coz, as what we bros talked about on friday night. roflmao. talking to me on bgr, its like striking a deal with da DEVIL. however, i'm not exactly one though. my advices are aggressive, hot, rash moves. meaning the outcomes are only 2, good & bad. no middle one. dunno leh, did i tell ben the right thing? but fat's da ANGEL. sometimes, he's not. MOFO!! lol. actually what am i blogging about? i dunno. is it the common whining on all blogs? i guess so, to some ppl. anyway, bottemline is SIBEI SIAN. save $, fuck outta SG! yeah, the best way out. rot & die. or get fucked up down left right center. coz i know i wont study unlike my mates. i dun see anyone repeating any modules this sem. as a classrep, i hope i don't repeat too. did not go church today. haha, what a DEVIL. seems to me, everyone is busy with something, while i'm busying with finding something to do. technically, i should be busy like them. hmmm, i guess i'm just a slacker without a shout of a doubt. ok, shall stop this nonsensical shit. ok bye!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:36 AM

You can tell ya girl'friends 'bout me
it's about time to get dirty
know i wanna work that body
come work it over here
you can be my brown eyed beauty
and i bet u see right through me
you can do anything to me

oh-ohh

your so beautiful tonight anything is possible
but y'know i just can't get enough of your love.. so give it up

got my eyes on you
wont you bring that back to me
got my eyes on you
y'know where i'm gonna be
got my eyes on you
and i see you checkin' me
got my eyes on you
ooh-oooo
and i like what i see

hold on.... hold on....

you can tell anyone about it
though we dont have to hide it
come and get a little bit excited
excited over here

don't stop baby no don't stop
I know you really like it when your on top
don't be shy just give it up
c'mon girl..

your so beautiful tonight anything is possible
but y'know i just can't get enough of your love.. so give it up

got my eyes on you
wont you bring that back to me
got my eyes on you y'know where i'm gonna be
got my eyes on you
and i see you checkin' me
got my eyes on you
ooh-oooo
and i like what i see hold on.......

your body's whining
bumpin' and grindin'
stop and rewindin'
hold on.......
gettin' you hot now
baby don't stop now
got you all hot now
hold on.......

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:12 PM

yes. Kubrick To-Fu Series 3 is finally here. completed my whole set already. but now they are at garden's post office waiting for me to collect them. GREAT. got the whole set of the To-Fu's Kubrick version. usually, all 6 series will cost u about $300 or more. but i got mine for just $140. thanks to 2 very special ppl. whom i won't mention, u know who u are. i think i shall just stop for a while & concentrate on my studies. IT2826 aka MCA is over. finally. left 7 CMs to go. feeling phased actually. very stressed up. knn, 7 CMs. no matter what, i'll be lagging normal ppl by 2 CMs. anyway, i want to pass all 7 of them. fuck the word YR 1 MODULE. fuck it! no more YR 1 Module for me. nnb. just go into Yr 2 Sem 2. tmr i will be wearing formal to school. my ANG KONG KIA presentation for Comm Skills. haha. i'll remember what my lecturer ask me;

"what visual aid u have?" - lt
"slides only, transparency" - me
"are u gonna show me real tattoos?" - lt
"dun have la" - me
"his leg got mah!" - extra from class, dunno which mofo
"i have other visual aids, mostly working, can't call them to come down" - me
the class went silent.

roflmao. anyway, i think i'll go do some work & rest early. first thing in the morning, to the post office. how am i gonna squeeze in 3 months 2 weeks of lectures, tutorials, labs into 2 weeks?! can JR do it? i hope so. hmm, talking to my dad & blogging at the same time too. feels weird, talking to him made me feel very much older. talking about my presentation, to-fu's, drinking, smoking.... funny ah. anyway, gonna chill out now. need a smoke. salem - menthol fresh, always.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:34 AM

morning... just finished my standard 2 egg 1 kosong prata. going to bed now. its been a month i think, since i last went to church. but, nevertheless, today's 7am mass made me wanna sleep again. stayed up the whole night so i could make it down to SFX. feeling much better. what made me go to church? prolly because the exams are coming. i have 4 papers. no room for failure, if not, bye bye NYP. yesterday's indian lunch at my frd's house was really gd. i always enjoyed eating with my hands. makes u savour the food better. especially when u start licking all ur 5 fingers after eating. sedap. i love pa-per-dums. an indian keropok. havent really eaten something oriental over this weekend, mom, pls cook tonight. i'll eat everything once i wake up. oh ya, all the ppl who read, here's another To-Fu story. last night, i took 10 mins speed through CTE, checked at far east. got the latest Yujin Capsule To-Fu's. all 11 of them. this 3rd series, are really cute. they fall on themselves therefore damaging their head, another batch will chew a piece of themselves, leaving a weird cut behind. haha. these To-Fu's are really making me happy. anyway, i guess i'm gonna bail out now. should i play soccer later... just remembered something, if any of u guys know how to Edit the Name of a Real Media Video file, PLS CALL ME NOW! i have to change my frd's name for my project.... :) that's very jian. but, its plainly JR. sweet wet dreams to all.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:34 AM

You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don't have a limited number of friends. You consider life a very beautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found to be a very sincere lover.. You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:09 PM

will guys like me make your heart break? hmmm, my classmate told me that. was thinking about it. she also said i'm a ladies man. i'm defintely not. i'm a sum seng kia. so rough, vulgar, smoker, drinker & racer. y will the ladies wanna know someone like me & let me break their heart? haha. what a joke. anyway, 2nd bunch of To-Fu's are coming. yes! at last. i completed my To-Fu Kubrick set. i feel satisfied. now, save $ & buy more Smirnoff baby!!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:01 AM

arranged nicely all my To-Fu's. waiting to be eaten... :D left series 3. wait man, wait for $, then i'll send it to another hong kong dealer. buying overseas really help me save alot. thank god. after the To-Fu's done, here come all my Evo diecast models baby. but, wtf is my shelf! damn it. havent get it from my cousin. hmmm, i dunno where to begin. all i know is, suddenly my wardrobe on top have 2 Absolut Vodka, 1 Smirnoff Red. how did my frds & i manage to finish? i really have no idea. but, thank god all's gd. heng got frd update if have operation anot, if not confirm kena KANTONG... actually hor, i dunno wat else to post. cause i'm feeling pretty much satisfied with getting my series 2 & last but not least, the long awaited Mecha. i trust that u got it from a frd & not buy the whole set & keep the Eco Mom, Child, Bean & France. why do girls always do funny things? i mean, in a pub like their job is actually bartender/waitress/socializer erm, i dunno wat else. feel's weird to me. thats y i still prefer kopitiams. own time own pace, old uncle aunties there. no boom boom muzik, no fights, no nothing la. cheap & good. would u trust ur girl to go down, vice versa, would u trust ur guy to be at such a place with his hommies? haha, pls answer me. hardly i find a couple would get wasted together in a nightspot. unless really fucking itchy, then go Hotel 81, Darlene, Fragrance. up to u la. hmmm, thinking whether should dong until 7am, go church or go 6pm one... although PS2 now with me, but i cant possibly play WE8 all morning right? bo kaki, damn sian. only thing i can do now, is hunt for To-Fu's i guess. nothing much else. hardly anyone will be awake to talk to me on the phone at thsi time. ok, adios amigos.

PS: recently, the problem i encountered with girls is that. those who have long long bfs but are already BROKEN, can't forget nor let go. hey hey, FUCKING WAKE UP LA DEY! if the guys are fucking around with u, why in the world u should tahan their fuck. OPEN YOUR BIG EYES!! so many better guys out there. pls, KI LAI ah!!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:49 AM