J e r e m y R y a n

7 more hours man! its gonna be 2005! what a 2004 i had. seriously, every year has their own ups & downs. i certainly had my fair share too. but i'll be partying at sentosa countdown party! wee. my bros will be there & seng too. we're gonna get it started & later be retarded. actually i think the last quote for the year 2004 will be - NEVER SAY NEVER, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. yup. this sentence will be forever in my head & bring me to the year 2005. new challenges, new ppl i'll meet, new this new that. however, old things, memories, history will linger forever. whatever the fuck is, i hope u guys out there have fun too. might not be able to make it in time for a 1st Jan 2005 update... so Happy New Year 2005!! :D cheers~

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:14 AM

2005... i'm feeling it. thinking of the resolutions now... alot of funny things, old things, new things keep popppppping up like pop-ups. haiz. impt stuff would be passing my this semster... finding more ways to get $ be it clean or dirty greens.. still got... gd health for everyone, safe driving on the roads. seeing how fucked up singaporeans drive although their car better than mine... my balls also drop at times. nnb. go back to ssdc u fucking noobs. erm, more luck on 4D, toto, sratch it & most importantly drink driving. the latest technology on catching ur breath for liqour is too hard to siam, kena checked once, drink driving, dun play play!! the rest of the resolutions other time blog....

as i stare into the screen & blog... nothing if forever, not even diamonds. some things are best kept as memories, however not everything. when u just be quiet, think for a moment... it boils down to the same old question, was it worth it? i mean everyone can say, ya at least i was happy for blah blah moment or at least can see the true colours all this crap. are u bluffing urself? or actually u hate doing everything that u had to? well, frankly speaking, most of the things i did, i dint have a hard time sleeping at night or looking back regretting. majority of it aint bgr. i suck at bgr to be honest. well, shant continue. pek chek liao.

last goes to a person i know for a few years already. she calls me chow nan ren. someone special to me w/o a doubt. but.... wanna wish her happy first month anniversary with her bf. as i said, i hope he treats u right. nites.

"Each time when we're alone, I guess I didn't know
How far we were apart, should've spoken to my heart
I guess I didn't know that each time you'd go away I'd cry
I can't take all these good-byes"

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:01 AM

Happy Boxing Day!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:26 AM

Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:40 PM

found her at last. its been 3 years. i'll never forget that year i repeated my sec3. that year where i met someone who gave a long lasting impression i'll always remember. never see & talk to her for the past 3 years until this very moment. luck? yeah. she was the talk of the class. everytime, 4 of us will talk about her... go all the way down to clementi or anywhere else to see her in action. was lady luck shining on me that time? i always get to seat the train with her home. haha. come to think of it, so many things happened that year. she was the first person that made me pangseh my bros at marine parade market/food centre that time. bros, u 2 confirm know who is it already. heh, dun rake up the past k. yeah, back to her. my mind got refreshed by the show we caught, Valetine - 2001. fantastic show? absolutly man. haha. sigh...... just let out 1 big one. long lost friend... was she a friend? or more than one... up to this day, i might never find out. downtown east was certainly memorable ;) seriously, those were the days. secondary school life. i'm still missing it. the baggy white pants, marist singlet, adidas superstar & of course menthol lights. lmao. but the bus 53 rides were out of da world. even though now got lancer "evo", however think back, i would take the bus 53 once more... but i think she moved hse already. weee... maybe its time for chicken soup, eh no. menthol light soup for JR's soul. dun wanna think liao. as the saying goes. We learn something new everyday.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:02 AM

starting sch in 8hrs time... oh man, looking forward? perhaps to the food only. been sick of the crowd outside... NYP i'm back. dunno how will i fare for this sem, hope i can pass all again. this time around, 7 core modules no electives. should be easier right? o_O anyway, channel U now showing Young & Dangerous 3. watch a dozen times liao, but nonetheless a fantastic show ever. waiting to catch ocean's 12 soon. haiz, its been a boring night so far... sibei restless cause tmr sch starts... oh, 1 good thing is that the debut of either the HKS or Ralliart will appear in sch later. hohoho. ok man, time to go 7-11 with kuruvi. those ppl having holidays, continue to kuei sio with ppl in town ok? CYA!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:07 AM

JR is listening to a old song once again... by Baby - Ai Qing Bu Neng Zuo Bi Jiao. haha, suddenly wanna hear this song... must be some reason man... anyway, i finally realised that my dad is getting old... even with his close to 30yrs of driving experience, other fucked up drivers parking may cause him to lose confidence in himself... long story. sigh. but it was a long time i had a good solid dinner just father & son. we had bak ku teh, rojak & had a good time talking about the future. my old man, he's still the best dad ever man. we always love smoking together & will continue to do so. rofl. i wonder when my dream will come true. wanna hear about it? ok... i wanna tio TOTO, 1 big one. pay off all the stupid loans & debts, buy him a merx, S320. i don't mind staying in serangoon north still... give my mom & sis enough $ for them to stop nagging & buying watever shit they want. last but not least, my own EVO. haha. lame right? but that was a little boy's dream few years back. ok pops, i hope to keep my promise in not putting anymore tattoos. hope i say, cause u know me, i love to put them & i will do what i planned to... here's the bad news however. my aunt is in a super critical condition right now. uncle told me she needs A+ blood type only. this is not some email spam shit. this is real. the whole family knows it too. sadly i O+ cant do much. u know something? i'm kinda lazy to paragraph the different events, so forgive me if u cant understand some shit i'm blogging. 13 more days to a new year. what a eventful monkey business year for me.... sigh. off to bed now, good morning.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:11 AM

Fish & Co. was defintely fantastic man. i remained faithful to my fish & chips. bday boy ben had teriyaki SALMON, fat had CORIANDER spaghetti, elaine with black pepper Stingray & on top of everything, a standard seefood platter... lol. full? yeah of course. the platter saved fat's stomach man. this is the 2nd time in a row he kena a funny dish that sux. haha. first time, fish bone collar... now corinader... he hates the green green thing. ROFLMAO. oh... btw, the waitress that served us was pretty cute according to everyone. was it Ellen or Eileen... hmmm, too dark liao glass house, cannot see properly. hehe. wat i hated was the fucking crowd. sibei irritating. thurs sia... still got so many ppl. y cant the terrorist plant a bomb at taka, far east plaza, ps, cine, heeren... call me mad, yes i am.

alright, next mon sch starts for me. my other classmates have a off day on tuesday. but not me. bo bian, owe the sch 2 lanjiaos modules. so 5 day study week. no more 4 day study week. however... thurs i start late, so maybe can MAMBO~~ wah... i abit bth liao... must continue popping Po Chai Pills... cocked up stomach. dunno wtf is wrong... ok, time for me to watch some tv. bye everyone.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:59 AM

lets just do a survey to sum up my past days of not blogging. (hope it does sum it up...)

:x: what color looks best on you?
any colour except pink? cause thats the most GAY colour that men suddenly loves

:x: what color looks worst on you?
refer up; i will never ever wear that colour coz it will look like FUCK

:x: do you paint your finger nails/toe nails?
i'm a guy, fuck, am i doing a proper survey?

:x: do you have a tan?
ya i wanna get tan again...

:x: did you sit outside on your ass for hours toget this tan?
i will sit forever outside just to be BLACK! :D

:x: are you into fashion?
hmmm, gd question. i'll try to answer this later

:x: why are u taking this survey?
because i want my hair to be dry therefore i can sleep & go do some work tmr.

:x: where do you normally shop for clothes?
where i feel the place have something that interest me.

:x: if you see something you absolutly LOVE but its WAY overpriced, would you wait for it togo on sale, or would you buy it RIGHT there and then?
depends on my current financial status.

:x: do you work for your money or do your parents pay for your clothes?
can i say, my parents pay for my clothes but i do work too?

:x: do you know of any stores that you absolutely LOVE and you go in there everytime at the shopping mall but never got anything from there?
don't every fucking singaporean do that? i bet my fucking dick everyone loves something
therefore, the craving will never stop.

:x: do you start your own trends?
yes. i am a walking fashion asshole.

:x: do you follow trends?
PLS i beg you. do not follow me.

:x: what do you think about the "punk" trend?
knn, singapore. PDA = pls don't ack.

:x: what was the best decade for fashion trends?
when no one wore clothes.

:x: what do you think about fashion trends?
Singaporeans are MOTHER FUCKING ACKERS. fuck urself.

Favourites.

:x: shoes?
no particular fav, i love all of them

:x: shirt?
marist singlet. here's something. those WHO ARE NOT MARIST or WERE PATHETIC EX MARISTS, pls DO NOT FUCKING WEAR THAT SINGLET. fuck u.

:x: shorts?
every shorts i owe is totally kewl. cause i love wearing shorts.

:x: pajamas?
boxers, underwear or practically nothing.

:x: do your clothes always match your shoes?
should be.

:x: do your friends tend to copy your style?
copy if u want. no one will stop u. but CAN U CARRY THE STYLE? :P

:x: if so, does this annoy you?
no?

:x: how long do you spend picking out your outfit every day?
1 min.

ok i'm done. i guess it was abit for a girl's type of shit questions. who gives a shit? but do read between the lines. haha. & my hair is still wet. nabei. should i do 1 more bo liao thing so i can i sleep..? nah, better not. ho ho ho xmas is coming so is sch reopening. do i look forward to it? alot of questions sia... but all i know is, not really too proud being a singaporean. superficial materialistic fucking hao lian & fucking like to Ctrl C ppl... sigh. sibei Pa-The-Tic. nites.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:17 AM

someone told me this in my dream last night. When a person ask you out or for something, is it because of the company that both of you can relax, enjoy? Or is it because you have something useful for them thus making use of your company or assets? could anyone answer me... everyone just wanna fuck around with everyone i suppose... anyway, i hope i can make it to church this weekend, if i'm not there, it will be 1 full month liao. hmmm, feeling guilty. heh. empty man. just plain empty.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:15 PM

Good afternoon everyone. It's a rare noon-post from JR. anyway, it has been a very fast 2004 for me. lots of things happened. u know, those unexpected shit & of course the expected shit. time really flies. its December now. the last month of 2004... i hope things will continue being smooth someway or another. looking forward to 2005. just wanna wonder wat will happen next year. most ppl i know, change like fuck. some don't really. well, i just have to say this.
YOU MAY KNOW A PERSON FOR A LONG TIME, BUT IT JUST TAKES A MOMENT FOR THEM TO BACKSTAB YOU & U MIGHT NOT REALISE IT AT ALL. understand this simple sentence? all it takes, is just 1 simple thing & your "friend" will disappear. funny why will i talk about such stuff in this post. honestly, it doesnt matter. all that matters is, "REN SHI HUI BIAN DE" roflmao =D time to wear my Oakley's as the sun is shining so brightly on my ass.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:24 PM