J e r e m y R y a n

Last night's celebration at boatquay was chill man! It was James belated bday "party"... robin, raymond, him & I had a jolly gd time from the kopitiam then to harry's then to lau pa sat! Its been a long time since i last saw Robin n Raymond... they both haved changed alot man... Felt gd to see them again... n they remembered who Jeremy Ryan was.. the atmosphere was very relaxed... a few bottles of henienken then... james had the honour of taking his first Flaming Lambo!!! shiok right james? reach home liao, straight away puke... wahhahaha. but its nice right, gotta admit man! actually it was pretty long since i had the flaming lambo too... so head was kinda spinning... hehe... but heng... never puke... still can wake up for today's maths lecture...

fuck man... dunno wat the hell is going on during the whole lecture... just knew that i was talking to her most of them time... hehe.. but the conversation towards the end... was... kinda... *speechless* but i know i'm motivated to study to go through my semester 1 then semester 2 then YR 2 HOORAY!!!! :)

btw, some fucking mother fucking pussy has been fucking around my tag board... y dun that son of a bitch come straight up n tell me in my face... i will LOVE THAT! i'll FUCK U UP MAN. dun pose as my bros. dun insult my eS mei. dun fuck around with me. u've got a problem, come on.. lets get it on.

enough of that asshole... there's a class chalet from the 2-4 at sentosa sjiori... I dunno if anyone will go... i just dun wanna waste the effort she put in for it... this new class... still got loopholes... i dunno y... dun sense the integrity in most of them.... well, i'm being honest... dun like it? too bad. If any classmate reads this, just go k? I hope u guys can be supportive... if not... dun fucking expect gd things to fall from the sky.... ps: if no one goes... i'll make it a memoriable one for u. just u. :)

Reco Song. Foreigner - Waiting For A Girl Like You

So long
I've been looking too hard, I've waiting too long
Sometimes I don't know what I will find
I only know it's a matter of time
When you love someone
When you love someone

It feels so right, so warm and true
I need to know if you feel it too

Maybe I'm wrong
Won't you tell me if I'm coming on too strong?
This heart of mine has been hurt before
This time I wanna be sure

I've been waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life
I've been waiting for a girl like you
A love that will survive
I've been waiting for someone new
To make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life

You're so good
When we make love it's understood
It's more than a touch or a word we say
Only in dreams could it be this way
When you love someone
Yeah, really love someone

Now, I know it's right
From the moment I wake up till deep in the night
There's no where on earth that I'd rather be
Than holding you, tenderly

I've been waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life
I've been waiting for a girl like you
And a love that will survive
I've been waiting for someone new
To make me feel alive
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life

I've been waiting, waiting for you, ooh
Ooh, I've been waiting
I've been waiting, yeah
I've been waiting for a girl like you
I've been waiting
Won't you come into my life?
My life?

laters, studying? hiakz!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:49 PM

Chatting in #palawan with chiam aka mata now... funny guy... saw him in nyp today... FULL uniform, but not fully equipped. SMART MAN!. once i'm free, i'll def upload the pix in! wahahahaha. cute sia he. come my sch for some talk... so many men in blue today. really didn't expect to see him. LOL funny guy. Today I meet a FUCKING DRUNKARD! at bishan interchange. MOTHER FUCKER. if u're drunk, get a fucking life. dun ask for directions & screw me back. I din't mislead u, bastard. dun fucking point the finger at me n swear when i did no wrong. bloody piece of crap. grr

past week was HOT MAN!! the weather was a killer. my classmates that were wearing black were like fucking pissed too man... its getting warmer n warmer each day.... blah... dun say about such things.... no point... just blame myself for landing in such a shithole! :)

Things with her is getting on like... better meaning... i find that she doesn't feel that pressure initially like last time... or maybe that is just my conjuncture? only she knows... i just wanna be myself n not make her feel very uncomfortable in sch. she's been nice on her side... i mean... my senses tells me so... hopefully i ain't wrong. just no confidence. disappointed in myself... the more i think about this... the more i guess i just argh.... WHY?.... cant explain it myself... Just hope she dun think i'm just freaking playboy or jackass... i guess she knows who am i really. i'm just Jeremy Ryan Ng Meng Lee. :) she's sleeping now... sweet dreams to u.

hey bros alffy n ben... think u guys are busy with sch work... same here dude. today C pro was like "HUH!?!?!?" but after the flowchart... things went slightly smoother... just a little better.... got tons of shit to work on.... all the modules... haiz... now i dunno even can i go genting with... them... cause gotta move hse... getting my ass off hougang to serangoon north.... :(

lastly... wanna give shoutouts to those who talked to me for the past week.... those peeps. u guys know who u are... n remember... CHILL ALWAYS!

Reco Song. Erasure - Always.

Open your eyes I see
Your eyes are open
Wear no disguise for me
Come into the open
When it's cold outside
Am I here in vain?
Hold on to the night
There will be no shame
Always, I wanna be with you
And make believe with you
And live in harmony, harmony oh love
Melting the ice for me
Jump into the ocean
Hold back the tide I see
Your love in motion
When it's cold outside
Am I here in vain?
Hold on to the night
There will be no shame

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:27 AM

Really enjoyed the past few days recently.... especially the yesterday... it was very relaxed... I love being relax... seeing her relax also was enough for me... i din't wanna stress her out about anything.... furthermore... she's not stable yet in her life... lots of probs for her... but I hope there's more meeting ups like that in the future... where there's 2 of us... no stress, no pressure... :) Haven't told her in her face that i like her... however... i dun think i have the chance to tell her that... coz... she kept saying she dun wanna hurt me... u know... if i dun go give it a try... i would not know wat exactly the outcome will be... she's so nice... even my bro have adviced me to forget it.. since she's too tired for another relationship and furthermore.. i do not know if she have the same feelings i have for her too.... sigh.... i'm stuck in this... y am i so fucking ill fated....? *ponders*

Anyway, moving hse soon.... to Serangoon North Ave 1... dunno am i gonna like it anot... Just that, this moving hse thingy is gonna cause inconvience for me... as my parents wanna move during the break... I got other stuff to do man... haiz... dunno how.... we shall see....
hope i can have the feel to study ASAP. if not... gonna be damn stress when the test/xams come ard the corner... gonna buang....

Btw, tonight, 10pm ESPN is Manchester United aka Red Devils vs Bolton ! 1st match of the EPL season again~ yeah!! Will Cristiano Ronaldo n Kleberson do wat my fav Veron n Becks do? who knows? Well, Devils... u guys will win the EPL again... cfm. :P

ok then.... until the next time... chill always.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 11:40 AM

Just got back from Sparks... it was a boring night... couldn't stop yawning... although ben & I kept laughing at times... it was truely boring... went with vanessa aka kim's sis. :P then met other peeps like jos, tpn, allan... her frds, my frds... rykiel also... lol that ahhhh leeee annn ;). I actually wanted to let go all my fustrations today... planned to drink... but not enough dough... i'm feeling fucked up... i really dunno wat to do... i dun wanna give ppl an image i'm complaining to the fucking blog... i just want everything to be happy for everyone... i felt disappointed that i din't see the picture we took... i was like anticipating for that... however, things didn't turn out that way... well, i guess it could prevent any misunderstandings therefore it wasn't in the album... haiz... i wanna tell her loads of things... but too fast i guess... i dun want it to be 2 fast 2 furious... resulting in a HUGE accident. i like things to go smooth meaning natural... like waterfalls... Now, other peeps are giving some attitude which i dun wish to see that happen... ok... keep things chill... ppl who are close to me knows finally... I've Lost My Cool... its been a long time since i "kan jiong" or "gabra"... most times, i keep my head... get it going well... however... ain't like that now...

I gotta agree with this...

A natural state for Virgo in love is to analyze the situation whilst exploring it deeply. This will show off the Virgin as steady and solid, and far from a flirt. The Virgin is much more the true romantic, someone who loves to give, as well as receive, passion and uninhibited joy. Virgos really know how to make their partner feel special, so some heat between the sheets is likely to occur! It's one lover at a time for the loyal Virgin, who revers a relationship blessed with total honesty lest jealousy and feelings of inadequacy come to the fore. Love comes to Virgo slowly, carefully and sweetly, and the desire to learn all about their lover makes those born under this sign ideal lovers themselves. A Virgo in love is a sight to behold, a relaxed and confident soul.

hey girl... i know u're asleep now, only a mad guy like me would stay up til now... Sweet dreams... Be happy... dun care about wat ppl say or do... be urself... be like me to a certain extend only.... *sigh* when can i talk to u again?

Btw, enough of my shit... I wanna congratulate Mr Hoon Weijie! Reason? He's attached! can't belive it right? Finally after so long... All the blessings from me. :)

slumberland awaits me... nites~

Reco Song. Huang Pin Yuan - Ni Zhe Mo She De Wo Nan Guo

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:52 AM

So fast... it's August! Cant believe it man... so fast... Well... suddenly like lots of things just happened over night... I couldnt "absorb" all if that's the word to use.... As one of my ex tutors taught me. 1 Husband 5 Wives. Meaning, How, Where, What, Who, When, Why? I dun think theres any answer to my questions... I've been getting advice on my probs though... positive n negative ones... but which one exactly is the right one? Only I can make the right choices it seems... well... come to think of it... It defintely takes 2 hands to clap... however which is the stronger hand? Getting more n more blur with myself... This is puzzling me... i dun deny i have a long way more... Now i'm afraid i can't go up yr 2.... everyone say still early lah... don't worry... I know myself... nothing drops down from the sky like "Here, a gift from above!" shit.... watever u want... u gotta put in effort...

fuck man... pissed at moi... i dunno if i tried anot.. now to me, its like try no try... no more diff.... but no matter wat fuck things are gonna get, i'll do my best... at least if i had failed... i know i'm just not gd enough... 9-12 at nyp later... after that... gonna stick ard and study... wat else can i do? when not everyone's free... ok.... Stop this pathetic whinning like a stupid pussy... :P

Latest shit is that, Salem has changed its Image!!! New box... new logo, design... everything's new!! Total Revamp!!! damn kewl man!! should go get it... LOL!! no more blue... like more to the green side now.... hahah because it only famous for its Menthol i guess? ;)

try to float into dreamland asap... if not.. [00:16] haha u better sleep early man [00:16] later u "half fucked" again... my newclassmate really knows me well... wahahaha sucka! ROFLMAO

Reco Song. Real McCoy - Another Night

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 12:48 AM