Saturday, August 23, 2003

Chatting in #palawan with chiam aka mata now... funny guy... saw him in nyp today... FULL uniform, but not fully equipped. SMART MAN!. once i'm free, i'll def upload the pix in! wahahahaha. cute sia he. come my sch for some talk... so many men in blue today. really didn't expect to see him. LOL funny guy. Today I meet a FUCKING DRUNKARD! at bishan interchange. MOTHER FUCKER. if u're drunk, get a fucking life. dun ask for directions & screw me back. I din't mislead u, bastard. dun fucking point the finger at me n swear when i did no wrong. bloody piece of crap. grr

past week was HOT MAN!! the weather was a killer. my classmates that were wearing black were like fucking pissed too man... its getting warmer n warmer each day.... blah... dun say about such things.... no point... just blame myself for landing in such a shithole! :)

Things with her is getting on like... better meaning... i find that she doesn't feel that pressure initially like last time... or maybe that is just my conjuncture? only she knows... i just wanna be myself n not make her feel very uncomfortable in sch. she's been nice on her side... i mean... my senses tells me so... hopefully i ain't wrong. just no confidence. disappointed in myself... the more i think about this... the more i guess i just argh.... WHY?.... cant explain it myself... Just hope she dun think i'm just freaking playboy or jackass... i guess she knows who am i really. i'm just Jeremy Ryan Ng Meng Lee. :) she's sleeping now... sweet dreams to u.

hey bros alffy n ben... think u guys are busy with sch work... same here dude. today C pro was like "HUH!?!?!?" but after the flowchart... things went slightly smoother... just a little better.... got tons of shit to work on.... all the modules... haiz... now i dunno even can i go genting with... them... cause gotta move hse... getting my ass off hougang to serangoon north.... :(

lastly... wanna give shoutouts to those who talked to me for the past week.... those peeps. u guys know who u are... n remember... CHILL ALWAYS!

Reco Song. Erasure - Always.

Open your eyes I see
Your eyes are open
Wear no disguise for me
Come into the open
When it's cold outside
Am I here in vain?
Hold on to the night
There will be no shame
Always, I wanna be with you
And make believe with you
And live in harmony, harmony oh love
Melting the ice for me
Jump into the ocean
Hold back the tide I see
Your love in motion
When it's cold outside
Am I here in vain?
Hold on to the night
There will be no shame

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:27 AM