J e r e m y R y a n

just got back from fat's early birthday celebration/bbq at clara's place. well, wat do i have to say? haha. fat, ben, u know i know k? wat did we finish today? Tiger, Heineken, Johnnie Walker Black Label, Swing (Johnnie Walker too) alright man. truly had fun today. its been a long time since i wack Black Label, but nevertheless it was all good. agree bros? declaration: Alfred Kok Thim Fei bday on 30th of this month. here's a happy early birthday to you man. dedicate this song to you bro.

DEF LEPPARD - 2 Steps Behind

Walk away if you want to
It's ok, if you need to
You can run, but you can never hide
See my shadow come creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go and
I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time
and think about it
Walk the line, you just can't fight it
Look around and see what you can find
Like a fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(so watch out)
There's a magic running through your soul
but you can't have it all, no,
Just turn around, I'll be two steps behind I'll be two steps behind you
and I'll be there to remind you, yeeeeaaah, yeeeeeeah

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:45 AM

i did it. yes. i passed all my 8 modules. i'm safe. thanks to those who helped me. i won't be able to do it without u ppl. shan't make it sound like a grammy award speech. but, i'm very happy to continue studying. amen. i shall sleep now. has been a tiring week. looking forward to the weekend that is coming up. once again, i'm extremely delighted with my results. grateful. now, i just wanna fall on my bed & snore away. nites.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 6:04 AM

5 more days to my results... nervous, i am. i wont deny it. this time around, if i pass all, i'll be Yr 2 Sem 2. if something sway happens, i'll go PTJC straight away with a Poly Halfway Dropout cert. pls man... i really wanna stay on & study... another thing is about the motorshow. technically, my supervisor is still the same FUCKED UP BITCH. ben & i havent been working for the past days... 5 if i'm not wrong. i dun see a high chance that she will be calling us to work on the last 2 days of the show. firstly, it's $7.5/hr & we will be working FULL SHIFT. means around $82.5!! u think this fucking NIAO JI NIAO LAN MISER BITCH will pay us that amount? nah, perhaps 0.5/10 chance. sigh. what a cocky job. anyway, its been a wet wet wet night. lovely. with the aircon all cold, just wanna snuggle up right now. have fun boys & girls. last but not least, here's a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 1 & ONLY E-S MEIII!! :)

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 5:05 AM

yes. just got back from work. today half shift. 4.30 - 10. anyway, let me tell u more about wat happened these few days. firstly JR is working at the Singapore Motorshow 2004 at Suntec City. i'm selling Nano-Ceramic Window Films for Cars. company is Huper-Optik. firstly i would like to say, i have a super fucked-up attitude bitchy supervisor. she expects her sales staff to hit at least 1 car per day. u know what's the situation out there? this company have a booth there. there are 5 different companies selling the same thing - which is the film. total amount of sales ppl there are about 15-20, meaning more doctors than patients if u know wat i mean. besides the biggest competitor out there which is V-Cool, the thing is her way of doing sales suck. our booth is super unattractive. damn plain n boring. but worst is about her. my actual schedule for this sale is 11th - 21th, full show. 10.30am - 10pm full shift. i've been going half day for 3 days now & tmr i'm off. WTF? doesnt mean no sales u tell ur staff to fuck off. hey BITCH. u wanna know something? when i was working for gain city at the warehouse, my supervisor Alvin is actually a good person to work with. he leads by example. he dun daze there, talk to friends, have friends coming down to entertain them. at least he works with us. this makes me feel wanna work harder. ya, U might be paying me not bad, with the holiday/weekend rate & commission, but hey, FUCK THIS SHIT. all u know how to do is just to sit n wait for customers urself. bitch, u know something? i can tell them how good our product is & having a 30% discount n shit but u know wat? the final decision lies with the customer & not me. c'mon la, u are a sales assistant too, u aint the big boss. ya although ur bro is the boss of the company, but i believe he's friendly & knows wat a part timer should n not do. stop bitching about, "u dun have to come anymore" , "everyday must give me 2 ah", "be more aggressive, tell them more" this crap. fuck la, i know how to do my work, u dun have to tell me. lastly, u're just 28yrs old. I DO NOT OWE U A LIVING, SO FUCKING WAKE UP UR BLOODY FUCKING IDEA before i'll fuck u infront of everyone just like how i fucked my last HR manager previously.

now, my dreams are shattted. the $ i calculated will not come true. there goes my APEX'i air intake, my Sony X-Plod AMP & Subwoofer & other stuff... saw this K & N filter from Team McWell going for $130 his best price, considering whether to get or not... another fella offering me $388 for 1 AMP & Subwoofer, some kinky brand from germany... Sigh... wtf am i gonna get this $ to roll in... also, i havent paid my hk dealer for my new To-Fu's... nbcb!! y did this motorshow turn out to be so pa-the-tic!!

but 1 thing gd is, my Lymph Node exploded baby! yeah!! when i was watching Taxi vcd. aiyoyo, y last part cock up.. ending liao then jam... roflmao. nvm la, vcd mah... wah! past 1 hr, 30mins squeezing the bomb. haha. alot of blood & pus... shiok man... ok bye, see u all folks again

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:48 PM

wat a sian week. fucking ear!!! i'm dying. cancer liao. confirm. stupid lymph node dun wanna stop growing... butoh la... i only can sleep n sleep n sleep. just like now... nites.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:51 PM

An insight 2 my everyday life...
1. SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED?
st francis xavier seminar
maris stella pri
maris stella high
nyp

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
sunset

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
12 hrs. i guess so

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
saw my sms & missed calls

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
condoms? haha, no la. nothing.

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEALS?
never!

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
depends on wat though

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO OTHER PEOPLE?
cause i'm weird

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
defintely no

10. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
my room

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
family, bros, $?

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
all my To-Fus & Evo car models

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY?
La Bouche - Tonight is the Night of Love

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
funny illness or something pain to the body

15. ARE YOU WILLING NOT TO TAKE A BATH FOR ONE DAY?
tried for 3 days actually :)

16. WHAT ARE YOUr NICKNAMES? -
JR, tricky, ang moh beng, snowman

17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME? -
i'll ask him asap

18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
resident evil

19. IF U WERE INVISIBLE FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
walk around everywhere

20. IF U WERE STUCK ON A DESERT ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
turkey bacon double

21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
i think it would be... anything to do with beer

22. IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW, wat will ya do?
have a super enjoyable long lasting night of making love!! :D

23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
thing will be my To-Fus

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
brown

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS CARRY WITH U WHEN U'RE OUT?
wallet, zippo, handkerchief, salem, keys, tissues

26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
pornstar... no la, marine biologists

27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE ALARM GOES OFF AT 7 AM?
wank.

28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET?
blue

29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET TODAY?
whoever that wanna meet me

30. WHERE ARE YOU GOING TODAY?
dreamland first... nites!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 3:15 AM

feeling cold tonight. missing something, somewhere... just wanna knock out right now. however gotta watch the left ear though. the fucking lymph note infection is back. its been a tiring week. mentally stressed, physically worn-out. good night. it's time to fly.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:35 AM

i'm going to sleep shortly. anyway, today's IT1821 paper was unexpectedly hard. my "tutors" agreed too. but well, it's over. i'll have to concentrate on my IT1828. god, pls let me pass everything smoothly. i dun crave for distinction, a, b all this. i just wanna pass this fucking diploma & fuck outta here. btw, ppl, FYI: if I fail IT1828, i'm officially fucked out of NYP. means, it's straight to da bunks. so, whatever outcome, only god knows. but i hope i can stay in sch, go on with the rest of my mates. god pls, let me pass all 8 CMs & set a new record for myself in particular. ok, time to chill & sleep. may everyone who's taking papers, pls score. nites.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:54 PM