Sunday, October 08, 2006

funny how someone just told me she dun really like her classmates... well i guess classmates in poly are like passing clouds like what gT tells me how he treats us during poly too. perhaps poly frds or classmates are just there as in help u go thru poly n u return the favour this n that, no strings attached in the end? i dunno man.... i feel once yr 3 comes, ur classmates will just turn out to be hi bye friends... u'll still stick with ur own outside frds am i wrong? but even then... your other friends also wont really mean much to a extend. i still think that having my 2 bros chilling out with me is still 1 of the best shit to do. like ytd, its been such a long time since we went to marina to prawn, although quite pathetic la, but it was fun though... knowing some ppl too well n too long also doesnt really help. coz the hard fact is that ppl do change. no one will be with u like forever. as the saying goes, "when u're up there at the highest level, whats the next place to be? down back to earth." being down to earth n realistic defintely beats trying to get everything off everyone. though i'm trying to still be myself n not wear a mask, i still see the floating faces of ppl each n every other time.... oh well, just live in the moment yeah? perhaps i really outta settle down n stop fooling around... but to think of it, i'm also not a player fooling around mah... wtf man what should i do le? regretted not going to church. knn now cant think or focus straight... btw mr lymph node, pls go away fast this time, dun bother me during my fyp. i'll go bonkers. i had to cut my hair especially for u. stop irritating me ah.... oh, dog ur nick is damn chio lor, love a girl who's willing to love you. i think should rephrase for u, u can willingly love any girl, but no girls will willingly love you. dog ah dog, u havent see the world, it aint simple afterall.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 10:11 PM