J e r e m y R y a n

well well, sch starts for me on tuesday. Yr 3 liao. the same shit all over once more. planned the timetable with the guys already. thank god, monday off. no sch. long weekend. 1 thing that i was quite pissed (as usual) with the fucking module guy, Dr T. watever his name is. called me when i was still sleeping on the sat noon. said that he had to change 1 of my module group coz another fucker had to rpt. i mean, wtf? online students do a first come first serve basis. doesnt mean the student rpt i have to give in mah. that wat about my mates? we planned together, now there's a change how to gao dai? knnb. i just hope this year can be easy for me thats all. went to church after quite sometime today, prayed hard. lol. will they be answered? god knows.

anyway, i gotta stop alot of my shit man. the "family" talked we had on thurs had a great impact on us broz man. can tell we are fucking determined to do better in life. actually, if only SG wasnt that hot. then things might be easier for me right es? ;) lmao. but 1 thing gd is that, i'm poorer n poorer each day. y is it gd? this means i'll smoke less & drink less. AWwwWwWww how guai can JR get? no matter what, i'll complete my Absolut collectionz man! hope my es mei comes back with a bottle of Absolut Raspberri, my cousin with the NEWEST Absolut Apeach. i'll give Peppar a hold. not too spicy for me.

and with this, i shat blog anymore. cause i dun wanna be typing a novel out. many many changes. felt it from all the peeps i know after some form of communication. hMmMmmmm, well the world revolves ard their finger, so just let it be.

sweet dreams.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 4:37 AM

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, (so lonely),

Mr. Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 6:34 AM

Firstly, its F R I D A Y the 13th! i always love friday 13s. reminds me on when i was born 20yrs ago. lmao. oh and also, its my good ol' sze hui's 19th bday! happy birthday to u! cherish ur license & drive properly, got experience liao, then i teach u do stunt. haha. once again, happy birthday!

actually i got something to get off my balls, chest, dick everything. i just came out from BattleNet. just a game i've been playing for quite some time. better put Disclaimer first. ( this is to the few INDIVIDUALS out there only!!! )

i find this fucking stupid dumbass MALAYSIAN gamers are fucking RETARDED. they think they are outta this world, ya know, 1st class ppl. dey, FUCK U & UR MOM & UR DAD & UR WHOLE FAMILY. dun think u guys are the fucking greatest. even ur own teammates hate u ppl. y? cause wat we know, DICK, PRICK is know as L A N J I AO. not L A N S I. another one is, S O H A I. wtf is sohai? got sosigh anot? if its dumb or stupid just use english la. dun come & act 1 accent pls. damn disgusting. this is strictly for guys. dun read this part ladies, CB is C H E E B Y E. get it dumbass courseway "neEeEeighbodohs"? not some C I B A I. pls la. wanna scold pls scold better. ur fucked up chinese is so damn low already, dun talk about ur canto. hongki's canto & M S I A N canto is 1 sky 1 shit. y am i pissed with these few SMART individuals? cause they think too highly of themselves. for god's sake, FUCK URSELF in ur mouth or ass. i do not need any malaysian bastard teaching me how to scold Pussy, Prick or english. get down to basics, study ur primary sch well la pls. nabei continue staying in ur fucking kampung, drive ur fucking ploton, smoke ur lanhill & NEVER come to Singapore. dun make a fucking fool outta urself.

oh, i do have malaysian frds. but they are not as problematic as those fucking gamers from Bnet or Lancraft. i respect my frds, cause i know them, we do not have any communication problem. so, if ANYONE READS THIS & GET OFFENDED, READ THE FUCKING DISCLAIMER. DUN FUCKING CURSE AT ME. THIS IS NOT GOING OUT TO U OR UR FRDS. IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO GET OUTTA MY FUCKING ASS. IF U'RE STILL UNHAPPY, THEN FUCK OFF. SIMPLE. STRAIGHT UP, DRY.

"time toooo say goodbyeeee"

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 5:14 AM

oh man i needa drink so bad. its been so long since i last drank gd shit. the point is not to be wasted. never wasted anyway. just to chill out, open 1, 2 bottles sit back & relak. looking forward to try da new Absolut flavas. Raspberri & Peppa. all my liqour in my room is gone man. need cash to restock again. add new shit to my collection. at least today i had gd ol' Heinny to accompany me for awhile... i gotta be sleeping soon. just waiting for my hair to get dry. oh i seriously cant wait for sch to start. at least i'm doing shit instead of rotting at home. dun ask me y i ain't working. the reasons r simple & clear cut. nites.

"Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?"

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 5:16 AM

fantastic. i passed all my modules. proud to say i copied. y? cause studies to me is forever secondary. character is primary. the fucking maths got a D. muahahaha. w/o Kavi's help cfm no D ji tao RPT. to be honest i was kinda excited to see my results. just for the maths. nth else interest me. now pass liao, do wat? continue nua at home of course. neither here nor there. ccb.

y like machiam so frustrated... stay at home nua. play game. fuck boring leh... go out needed spend $. knn i also leong like a bitch. stay at home at least 1 pack smoke 3 days. go out 1 pack 1 day. hmmm... times are bad... time to find a Sugar MOM. give me da $$$$. M O N E Y will make me very H A P P Y in a poor man's world. but i'm a virgin, pls dun demand sex from me. i wont give it to u. ask me drive u around, accompany u, show u how i drift with almost any car or watever can. dun ask me to screw u. STRICTLY NO AGE LIMIT. u young or old, rich can liao! And i mean FUCKING CASH LOADED. show me the greens, i'll give u everything cept for my 10 inch... :D

woah. shag. time to sleep man. sibei gong liao. oh, to those ppl that sms me & keep scolding me y i never reply. sorry ah. i seldom reply sms cause when u msg me i sleeping. wake up liao i also not near my phone & most of the times its on soft mode.... another thing, not that i dun wanna chill out with u guys just that i'm GOD DAMN BROKE (pls refer to paragraph 2)!!! and also KOH SAMUI is calling me man... gonna have a once in a lifetime EXPeRience. always take plane not sian ah? hahaha. aint called JR for nuthin'

SweeeeeEeeEeeEeeEeeeEt dreams.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 11:00 AM