Thursday, July 22, 2004

just a post before i bath & sleep. was kinda MIA for the past 2 days or so. i just had to take a break, spend quality time alone relaxing, away from everything. anyway, funny how i'm willing to accept everything although somehow or rather my attitude forbids me to. this is what they call giving & returning back too much that u take. saying goes: flesh is willing, spirit is weak. more like flesh is weak, spirit is willing in this case. its been 5 months ever since the 20th of Feb. one of the hardest 5 months in my life i've been through. ppl do change someway or whatever. i admit i did too. most frds says i lead a carefree, relax life. but am i really going through one? hmmm, only thing i know is, i'll continuing my journey no matter whatever happens. i seriously need to sleep. havent been getting enough rest for body & mind. ok ppl, here's something i thought of lying on my bed.

5 months since we met,
there's the good & bad.
4 days since we fought,
time to say sorry for all my faults.
jr don't have everything,
but a heart for grasp when u sink.
u might never understand,
however jr will keep his stand.
 
everybody, good night.