Sunday, July 11, 2004

first week of sch is over. man, i hardly felt any sch blues yet. anyway the weekend was very satisfying, but it left a huge hole in my ferragamo. fri had only 6 bottles of Heineken with Mr Matt Lai at Cafe 107 (ex S-11). wasted we couldn't finish a crate!! congrats to him for completing his dreadful attachment yeah. he's one of the better ppl in drinking. hardly get drunk when having a drink with him. until the next time man. we shall drink it out again.

The next day was pretty much exciting though. it struck me kinda like a BodyGuard role that i played. i like had a huge reponsibility to bear u know that show? quite long ago, dated 19th FEb 2002. acted by Kevin Costner & Whitney Houston. had a very full lunch, had 99.5% fat free double chocolate ice-cream, read good books, got a nice cute little blythe, smell good perfume, drank slurpee. a job well done i hope. it was all gd or wasnt it? hmmm... gotta feel the vibes. but yeah, the phrases that everyone will still use are :Sweet Things only Last in the Beginning & All Happy Things must Come to an End. HELL NO. i'm gonna try twist this fucking shit logics. after the happy afternoon, caught Spidey 2 with Da Dumb Blonde JAS at night. however, this time, i felt like "lucky". beggers don't choose. ROFLMAO. yes we both know wat it means. my eyes were about to fall out while playing Photo Hunt but thank god, the show made two little balls glued hard to the screen. thumbs up. 4 outta 5 popcorns. after that chilled at Aquadisiac by IndoChine. i was supposedly 25yrs old, but oh well, who gives a shit. My Sex on The Beach cherries story. yes yes, 1 in return for 1 cup. lol. the Vamp at her Best! *evil* but, all 4 of us agreed that it kinda was better chilling here instead of the as usual fucked up chinablack. i kinda felt like a little kid last night cause all 3 sistas had experienced so much other stuff in terms of bgr. why? i dunno. lastly for the night, headed to Newton for 1/5 hokkien mee. damn pathetic. super. but ya, this is where the pager story starts.

my plan for today was actually to chill at home, have a good sleep but oh well, ch's ex gf - Grace asked me to Palawan. coz ch's going & she doesnt really have a partner. "zuo ho lang bo ho" firstly he had to call me to ask WTF was i. i wasnt obliged to tell him ANY FUCKING THING AT ALL. next, i heard a familiar ringtone that goes by "I don't wanna know, if u're playin' me..." picked it up & got ask a similiar question, where was I? ok fine. that fucking ch jolly well knows the person who calls my hp with that tone is someone I do not lie to. boy, he's really 1 hellava smart ass. so wtf must u quit MIT, try to go to SBM & in the end up in PTJC? this fucking entry dedicated to him may sound VERY INSULTING or watever u ppl deem it la. i dun give a fuck. now now, so, u love pushing me? threatening me? using someone to get a hold over me? u do it once, twice, ok fine. HEY MOTHER FUCKER, DUN PUSH JR TOO HARD, CAUSE I'LL FUCK U NO MATTER WHO U ARE. no one does that on me.u wanna take advantage of a friendship that i once respected? so be it man. its ur call. but U jolly well fucking remember this. When u were after, with, broken up with Grace, JR DIN'T DO ANYTHING TO FUCK UR BRAIN UP & until now he still DIN'T. everyone knows U zuo lang bey swee but i treated u as a frd. however i'm feeling u're trying to fuck around with me. i can hate u. but i can't force someone to believe me & dislike u. I don't put PAGERS on ppl's ankle. FUCK U CH. u better know ur limits, before u get something u don't EVER WANNA GET. i ain't threatening u, i'm telling u straight up as wat i do to all the ppl i know. Remember, when u were out with someone, fetched someone, club with someone, I din't put a pager on either of u. i zuo lang swee swee. i took it in my stride & swallowed it down. now, u wanna fuck me, u try. ok? u goddamn try.

went to church, got some answers to questions, learnt new stuff again. but my fury is still not 100% contained. just a few shoutouts, Mom, thanks for the cash (but ur son spent all of it again). Bro, update me on ur back man. U for the spending time with me, U know it means alot. Jas-Val-Yan for gd chillout sessions, talks & drinks. Grace for calling me out to Palawan, so as to know wat ur ex is really like behind that face although phyiscally changed, his brain wont. Matt Lai for drinking together like how old frds should always do. finally, this shoutout goes to: "everybody who's doesnt give a damn about how others are feeling but urself cause u & everyone else is selfish & we are all humans!!" hooray!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 7:56 PM