Wednesday, June 23, 2004

just woke up realising, nothing happens ur way, ur wish. dun ever expect things to be wat u want it to be. funny how it seems when other ppl want something from u, they will get it from u. but when u want something from others, it never comes near. lets face it man, no one gives a shit about how u feel. they will always go round & round n just see u rotting there, lying in ur own mess of shit. u outta smile to urself if ever someone offer u tissue to clear up. dun expect anything else from this world. was having a drink today, alone at the airport. my thoughts start running wild. did wat i promised to do as usual. actually, i dunno wtf am i blogging about now. there's this sense of uncertainty that is surrounding me all over. wat is making my brain itch? damn... i'm sure pissed by it. but, here comes the worst part. lets assume things are this simple. walking 1 step, seeing wats on the left or right, continuing walking to ur destination. surely surprises will make u halt in ur tracks. hmmm... something huge is bothering me, i swear. i fucking hate it, when i can't solve it. btw, still popping vicks cough drops into my mouth. the throat is so fucked by ViceRoy. anyway, the 5 hrs of nap, my mind was blank. no sweet, wet, dry, fun dreams. nvm la. as the saying goes, what goes around, comes around dun wanna say much liao, continue typing, throat & head pain. humans are like that. we take everything for granted.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 8:39 PM