J e r e m y R y a n

just bathed. feeling so refreshed now. caught the sunrise at my house again. one of my wishes, is to catch it with U! everytime if i come home at this hour, it's a wonderful feeling i get. seeing kids go to sch, adults going to work, buses & trains starting. its like a whole new day has started. i guess everyone has to wake up from their dreams & start again. but for me, a nocturnal creature, i rather sleep in the day, while everyone is busy working their asses off. heh. thats y if i can, i rather work a night job. start at 9pm? when everybody is back home from work. end it at 7 or 8 am? when everybody is starting to go to work. weirdo. that's the word. honestly, i dun feel tired now at all. i dunno how long will this last, but i just have to go through it to see. on the way home, saw the SHELL carwash service. perhaps i should work there for the fun of it. at least i get to touch some cars that others cant. gd deal? not sure. btw, i really need to find work. any frds out there who knows night owls work, pls call me. i'm willing to fuck my ass out there for the cash. cause i believe $ is really a vital factor in living to the fullest. get 1 mon-fri job & weekend diff job. best is work 24/7. but can tahan anot? aiya, for the fucking $, just do it la. anyway, my dad's in my room now. can't sleep. grrr. waiting for him to gan ji pi then can have sweet dreams liao, can slowly drool. Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You is spinning now. prayer for the day, hope today can be a wonderful day for everyone i know, my parents, my sis, bros, peel-fresh & everyone out there.

ps: my car's still fixing up in the process, haven't really finish, can't run on major roads yet. pls god, make it run again. haven't been getting sweet dreams for a long time, perhaps "tonight"? nitey nites.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 7:06 AM