Tuesday, April 27, 2004

27th of April. the end of the month is coming. it's been 6 days since i passed my driving & everyday i've been driving around, just to familiarize myself with sg roads & to drive my family, bros, her & frds around. yup, driving is fun but also tiring. worst of it all is that the petrol is killing man. or is it because i tua too much? hmm... looking forward to driving other cars, get the "feeling". oh well, this week is the study week actually, but for me, is my early HOLIDAY. fuck man, had enough of sch & its food & its ppl there. but, as usual, in SG, no paper = ki chia oh well, as i said before a hundred & 1 times, i yearn a happy life, not a materialistic one. yes, i dun deny i have dreams, stay in a warm & cosy house, with own pool, sky garden, settled down with the women I love, giving my kids things I never had at their age, drive my Evolution, have cash... ya this are dreams. I believe Dreams are Reality & wishes will finally come true at a point of time. that's y my wish to be with her forever will eventually come true... this is based on the effort & work i put in. I trust up there can see it. Dint realised the person I'll be fightning against has the same name as me. He's called CD-R. While I'm called Jeremy Ryan. I guess this would be my Biggest Adversary ever in my life. He is the only thing standing between WHAT I FIGHT FOR. i've always been a fighter, but with u standing there, i dunno wat to do. How should i approach this fight... of all names, why RYAN. its like rage against myself. but, nevertheless, loving u is wat i'm clear & certain of. No Regrets only thing I will lose, is U. pride is not a factor here. i'm willing to give it up... i guess all ur frds can see & have an idea wat is going on here. my frds on the other side also can see how true i am to u. i never took this as a game. i repeat, NEVER I'm serious about u.

here's a few songs i reco as usual. listen to the lyrics or check it up, if u dun get it.

William So - Nan Ren Bu Gai Rang Nu Ren Liu Lei
Daniel Chan - Zhun Wo Ai Ni
Andy Lau - Ni Shi Wo De Nu Ren
Jordan Chan - Wo Ai De Ren
Wu Bai - Yi Shen Zui Ai De Ren
Baby - Ai Qing Bu Neng Zuo Bi Jiao
Jacky Cheung - Xin Ru Dao Ge

want the songs? msg me in msn. gladly send u w/o any queries.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 5:31 PM