J e r e m y R y a n

perhaps i was taught wrongly on how to treat ppl right. me being that way, i have no excuse to cover up myself. realised now y holding back that u did is gd for u. just that the bad qualities or bad points i have is something no other possess. the bad boy fucked up attitude is always in me, i think this is happening once again. the fury inside just waiting to be unleashed sooner or later. damn. this is not gd. now i understand y in singapore, EVOs always lose on the whole. yup, the pick up is fast, turbo-charged car. sauve in its own way, have its own charactor. but the safety & comfort loses to all the saloon cars out there. looks like i have to take it slow, dropping gear from 5 to 4 now to 3. no one says driving at 70km/h in the expressway is illegal. but lane change abruptly & speeding is defintely illegal. zhao chia will never be as safe, u will never feel secured. i see the points now. fav team is Red Devils. but, if Devils vs SG, everyone knows SG is gonna get thrashed like fuck. it applies to me too. who don't wanna be the devils, but all the while, i'm SG. perhaps the outcome could be a draw, but winning will be like taking a egg & throwing it on a rock. honestly, Jeremy Ryan U ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO OTHERS. u are just one big mother fucking loser. i accept the fact with open arms. *smile* i know myself. last sentence to everyone out there whom i know. this may sound real weird coming out from me but, CHERISH WHAT U HAVE NOW, U DUN WANNA LOSE IT UNLESS U CAN AFFORD TO. u, ya u. cherish him. he's ur everything u found in a guy, i'm the total opposite. good night.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 11:01 AM