Saturday, May 29, 2004

long time since i had something to say here. btw, just saw my results for semester 2. i know my Mathematics modules will screw up. It came true. nothing to be sad about. Gonna repeat the stupid Discrete Maths & Maths 1. 2 maths modules again... sian sia. fucked up. the rest all pass cept maths. fuck sia, dunno y i take this lj course. stupid maths, dunno how to tahan & pass both of them now... ARGH! but fuck it. the main thing i wanna say in this post is not about results or studies. here it goes.

yes, worked back with gain city again... same sai kang to do, move stock, packer, everything la. pay still the same. yet i always will learn new stuff from it. actually the topic here is about friends or shall i say ppl u mix with. what are friends actually. made a few new frds from work. i think time kinda play a part in friendships. 4 yrs brothers with alfred n ben & we always know each other in & out, we know wat we want, wat we hate, wat we play, wat we live for. among all the ppl i know that i call frds & hopefully they treat me as one, alffy & ben are still the only ppl i will call brothers. cause they actually listen & hear & always tell me wtf is wrong. it's my fortune to know ppl like them cause they are the ppl whom are always in my mind in terms of friendship. yes, i know ppl for 1 week, 1 month, 1 yr but yet the friendship is not totally there. hey, ppl out there, dun misunderstand me. i'm not saying u ppl are fuckers or wat. is just that, actions speak louder than words. i dun think i'm thinking too much now, its just that, i believe wat i say, wat i see, wat i feel. no one honestly can be as true, as honest, as faithful as my 2 bros out there. this post is dedicated to u. happy or sad u guys are always there. u 2 always want me to enjoy the happiness & saddness that we 3 go through. this is something i highly respect u ppl for. u mean wat u all say. u do things knowing that u can sleep properly at night. that's y i also treat u guys with all the loyalty & respect. hardly could trust anyone 100% to be frank. TRUST is a huge word. too complicated for anyone to understand. therefore i dont wanna screw up & lose my 2 brothers. i told ppl before, i can know 100ppl. but perhaps only 5 are my true friends. oh well, nvm, i guess no one will truly understand wat i mean in this post of mine.

weekend is here again. how i dread it so much. not because of work, but other stuff. weekends are the most lonely & sad nights i always kena. sob. anyway, hopefully this weekend would pass quickly... pls do. working in 5hrs time. heh, havent sleep. my mom's calling me a freaking zombie. i guess she's right. blah. seriously, i do miss lots of things... sigh. hard to explain.

conclusion: don't trust anyone. stone cold steve austin's line. DTA. does it make sense? who can answer me? i really wish to find out. peace out. gonna go to bed.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:36 AM