J e r e m y R y a n

one of the rare afternoon posts. jr is very tired mentally. cause i dunno when things are gonna happen, when things are gonna start. lying on my bed facing my National Aircon, asking myself questions that has no answers. caught Bryan Adam's - Have U Really Loved A Woman song on radio recently during 1 of my lonely drives out. very solid lyrics.

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?

come to think again, women are really hard to understand. i feel they dun express themselves when they want to. they prolly prefer to keep it in them. but this post is not about gender issue. just how funny life is at times. i'm so afraid year 2001 jr will come back, how he treat ppl from how he feel. cause currently, i dun feel the vibes with some ppl i know. i do care about wat ppl will feel if i do things to them. i just hate it when they dun. i never like ppl to misunderstand me, therefore i always make fucking clear of wat i'm doing & wat i'm like. btw, i hate ur fucking character. it simple SUCK. bro, i know its not worth to be angry for such ppl, but i hate it when the whole chain is involve. there are other ppl inside too. stop being so fucking selfish. my last words are - DO SPARE A THOUGHT FOR WAT PPL ARE FEELING, THINK ABOUT HOW WILL THEY FEEL. PUT URSELF IN THEIR SHOES BEFORE SAYING OR DOING ANYTHING!. its hard to do, but i'm trying.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:34 PM