Tuesday, August 09, 2005

its benn 3 months or so. theres still alot things missing in me... how can i describe this? part of me tells me not to, the other wants me to say everything i'm feeling down about. my mind's a complete blank today at Momo. yeah there were chicks, but so wat? most of JR wasnt in Momo... my mind was in Dbl O. i never like it when my mind drifts when i'm out. i'm afraid nothing will will end up even though i wait. its national day. so fast. august. i havent accomplish anything according to my standards. have i become a better man? more of a gentleman? a complete idiot? another loser in love? honestly i dunno. frankly speaking, i've done what most normal guys havent... i've tried every single way to be myself... to be honest, genuine; free from hypocrisy or dishonesty; sincere.

god, save me. show me the light. nites. where are you...

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 6:22 AM