Wednesday, July 27, 2005

so many things have really happened over the past 2 weeks? i almost got gan tung for drink driving... just 3 bottles of heineken nia... had 4 shots at the breath analzyer... passed. mircale tio boh? fuck the stupid crab! 2 sgts 1 cpl also never kb... yet he must kb... argh. fucker... all of my time recently have been with someone... i learnt alot of stuff... life lessons... i dunno how to describe it... yeah folks out there, i'm still single... dun misunderstand... i dunno how long will it take for me to be attached since i found out i'm such a emotional person afterall... i'm trying liao... seriously performing as hard as i can... yeah i dun deny small things affects me... which i dun wish to mention... why such a sway timing... i cannot understand at all... i feel kinda young while blogging this entry... hmmm... i devote so much time n effort into this... wat can i say? i've been drinking so much this month too... non stop... chivas la, beer la, bacardi, johnny, jim, jack la, absolut... i'm putting on so much weight... pathetic. waist 36. no wonder i'm being called xiao pang. 1 thing gd is... alot of my sch ppl dont know about my blog... only close frds of mine, read this stupid senselss blog when they have free time.... but honestly i hate it when ppl leave stupid msges on my tag board... I LOVE TO SWEAR. get this straight. i may FUCK HERE FUCK THERE yet deep down i preach my own shit, stick to my principles. i'm not a fucking LOW LIFE JERK FLIRT. u know those ppl beside n around u well? fuckers can ack so well, y are u foolish enough to believe every single word they say... suddenly i feel myself going into the "pek chek" mode... ARGH. fuck. hmmm... my record from my place to yishun is 10mins. kinda slow huh... i wanna brush up on it liao... DAMN IT MAN. i'm still waiting for my fucking $140 bucks pay... ALOT OF $$$ to me man... wanna change my car stuff... i bth the air intake n combustion. suspension & tyres & brakes too. haiz... now is term break for common test... supposed to be studying... yet my minds all over the place... mainly thinking of someone & something... some stuff u can forgive n forget.. some stuff u cant forget, therefore cant forgive... oh fuck. wat am i talking about? as usual, fingers wondering about the keyboard... i'm in a total lost... how can actually someone take it when the other party does so much stupid shit... T_T i just feel like smacking myself... is it really so easy just to laugh it off? haiz, i dunno. perhaps time will tell... bleah. hungry man. gotta grab some food... oh, fyi i just reached home from a mahjong session. after seeing so many times, i still dun get it. damn. i prefer 5,10 with drinking. my no.1 favourite game. try beating me... ;) ok la... time to head down to the kpt n eat liao... got 1 huge monster growling inside me.. VIRGO... HAIZ!

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 6:16 AM