Wednesday, April 06, 2005

"Omnipotent and benevolent"

Although someone might have the power to interfere & prevent any pain & suffering. Would you choose to show your love & concern by letting the person learn through their lessons?

Of course, pain is part of growing up. It's how we learn.

There were times i would rather be the jiao lang & do something good for once however i step back & act as if as nothing happen or rather, i have no feelings about it. I choose to live in the shadows when i know ppl whom are like fuck are gonna harm u. Why don't i do anything? Why should i? Upon doing it, honestly i do not gain anything from it which i dun wish to also. As i see & hear as time ticks by, i understand that we are just living in a lie. Nobody knows it but me. I have to agree with ppl that, things happen very fast, u might be living in the moment & disappearing next. Why are they just so fake yet no one wanna expose it or talk about it? Is going through such moments enjoyable? When it's never true, just a fucking show staged for some purpose or motive.

Here's a little story about 3 little stooges. Z, V, A. My frd was Z's ex girl. There were many happenings about them. As we 2 were gd frds, she told me most about Z. Once I heard Z cry over the phone. I admit, i wasn't impressed by his charactor at first. However as time goes by, Z seem to be the best of the 3. But to me, he's still 1 kind la. Now for V & A. This 2 motherfuckers ought to be fucked hard by some gay - REAR. 1 has a girl whom i believe he doesnt give a fuck & another is trying to be Da Playa of Da Century~ he outta wear a XXXL jersey with the name PLAYA number 69... ya know wat i'm sayin'? fucking dick. Why in the world do such MOTHERFUCKERS exists? They wreck the balance. Simply abuse it. Are ppl just plainly fuck blind or what? Sad to say, many of such low life fuckers are lurking around the city streets, so ppl. B E W A R E. I mean, if u realise of such & are in contact with them, I strongly advise you to take a step back & see it with ur semi-opened eyes. Oh.. forgot to add my disclaimer...

Disclaimer - If you are reading this & think I'm crazy, nuts or bonkers. Why not just sit down & think about what I said & don't start giving me that "Jr, u are this, u are that" fuck. If anyone who happens to know the 3 stooges & wanna have a go at me. COME BABY. I warmly welcome ANY & i mean A N Y one. Give me your best shot, cause if I don't drop, I swear U will. Or if you think U got something to say, drop ur name & comments. Your name as in my name Jeremy Ryan Ng. Not some Climmie Fisher or Timmy Thomas. Thank You.

To end this, yeah i'll be having a paper in 10hours time. Super pumped up Active Server Page paper man. The studying ain't 7788 however i'll seat it just like any other paper. Going in with 1 of God's greatest gifts to man. EYES. Ok then, time to light a Marlboro & tido... :)

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 12:59 AM