Tuesday, February 01, 2005

not a very gd word to use; but i'll still say it. FUCK MAN! this is killing. no use listening to all my songs i have now... no use drinking... no use smoking... simply no use in anything... everyone loves to be in control. so do i. but i'm useless at controlling things beyond my reach... i'm not a saint neither a sinner. i just wanna live my life as it seems... however i dun have the balls to do anything... why is this happening.... is it so important? on the other hand, what is it that i'm after about? does the saying "why ask when u know the answer?" applying to me? knn. how i wish i can just have a waterfall & a flaminglambo straight down my throat & sleep throughout the night...

"baby don't go, i feel so sad, i can't trust love anymore..."

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 6:52 PM