Saturday, January 29, 2005

another week of sch is over... still idling around, bumming with no aim in life... as usual... or do i have something to look for now? hmmm, very contridicting it seems. actually i'm looking forward to something... i'm changing once again... somewhere out there, i'm drawn to somebody... we are not perfect, neither am i... the rubber band story about making it too tight or loose is running about in my head... this is bad... do i always have to look & think about the cons before i make a decision? or is it plainly pride & fear of rejection cause me to run a little back to my own world... however hard i think about it, i'm certainly sure that something has developed for a certain someone, just that... this time around it is very different... dun ask me why... i might not be able to answer u... how can the mind & heart just switched so fast? u might think, but wat if i tell u that i havent been honest with everyone? what does that make me?...? watever fuck ppl say, i dun give a damn... cause i'm sure i'm highly interested & attracted to someone right now.... *sigh* that was alot of air let out man...

but to general issues... yes sista, i read ur msg... wat i want for a present? actually, if u spent ur money wisely on urself would be the best. u dun have to get anything for me... although how i yearn 2 pairs of shoes this year... 1 is a adidas ROM, super old school with the red stripes that is a little extinct & a pair of brown leather shoes, slightly casual will do... haha. oh yeah sis, if u r reading this, ur bro is a FAT ass now. & u should know too. i have a slight problem fitting into size 32 now... this is bad!! i want back my 6 pack. levis 512 is not a bad idea too... haha. no la, up to u. get me wat u like. i'm very cincai. as i love gifts or presents in any size & form.

bros, wat have u been up to man? never hear from alfat for a long time... dun tell me DOTA has taken control over the world! cause my classmates are now playing DOTA too... highly addictive game... fat, we outta come out to chill soon aight? time for brunch now... tataz.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 2:22 PM