Thursday, November 27, 2003

hey blog... i wont bug u with anymore stupid things... this is my last sad blog entry. always give u those fucked up sad shit.... i think i'll go back to my old ways... flood u with nothing but happy stuff.... why am i saying this? i dunno too.... i just know, sometimes u can put in 101% effort & yet get 0% back. so what its not fair? well, if its planned like that.... i just have to take it & move on....

what's holding u back? how the hell i know? i told myself many times to give up & let u go.... just wanna go back to the orientation day... when u starting looking & felt funnny if i looked back... all those cute little stuff.... but i guess it never seems to happen anymore... no more phone calls or smses.... WHY? there are times when all comes in 1 shot & times when there's nothing at all.... i hate to ask questions.... neither do i like to answer any.... Yes. I don't understand u... i never will...

a fantasy ends in a cloud of smoke

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 11:06 PM