J e r e m y R y a n

what do someone want in life? u can say u want this for now, that for later. but down the road u will never be satisfied with what u have & want more eventually. cause things comes n goes. 1 point, u might be contented with the current situation, next moment u feel like crap & think why things always turn out so horribly. superficial. why? seeking, searching, finding will never stop for everyone. excuses, lies, running away is the best cure for most ppl. what's in for them not to pull out or what's the fucked up disadvantages that will make them change their thinkings? is it all so familiar when someone ask themselves these questions?

"should i try?"
"why am i still clinging on?
"am i happy based on what i'm doing now?
"i'm right in making my decision...right?"
"i guess there's always something out there better waiting for me..."

living in a lie... a fantasy. diabolical life.

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 11:30 PM