Friday, February 25, 2005

i've been watching a tv serial on #55 cabletv. its called vigilante force. i figure out most ppl want's to be the charactor 'Ma-Sir' than 'Wazai'. i dun deny if possible, i hope to be him too. i mean, he's got everything that most ppl wanna have. money, charisma, attitude, charactor, looks, 5cs if u wanna include them... anyway i'm not saying 'Wazai' is pathetic. there's always pros & cons. yet i feel ultimately, being 'Ma-Sir' in real life still holds all the advantages over commoners like 'Wazai'...

there was a quote, "Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder" for those that do not know what it means... means that the time you spend away from one you love makes you love that person even more. somehow i think it goes the other way for me in some cases. however i do admit i miss the drives along chestnut area... dunearn road & stuff but... i can go the distance, endure all kinda funny crap that comes along the way. main thing still stands; is it worth it? lets judge as a human -majority will tell u to fuck it. lets judge as JR - erm, u ppl know my answer don't you?

lastly, i dint go for my maths common test on monday. paper was at 11am. i came home at 4.30am. woke up at 8am. thought to myself, i havent studied a single shit. i dint put any effort, i dun see a chance of passing even though going for it. so, i continue snoring until 5.30pm... i never fight a losing battle unless... i'm so desperate to like right now... 20% or 30% doesnt really matter to me. well, just lose it HA HA HA HA.

good morning folks, i'm going to bed right now... oh, btw, i pray that my sis gets her ideal results on monday... as long as she's happy, i'll be happy for her. u will make it gd ol' sis! sweet dreams, i can hear ur ZzZzZ right now ;)

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 5:53 AM