Saturday, September 06, 2003

Saturday 6 of September 12.54:45pm to 12.58:52pm was the worst conversation I had for 18yrs of my life... it was simply horrible. i guess both of us will never talk, never laugh, never share ice cream, never disturb each other, never make stupid faces.... never do anything together.... for a very long time to come... she is just so fragile to me to hurt... but i dream also never dreamnt of just now... when the worst thing happened.... i never disrespected her in anything i've did... i never wanted to her cry or shout... i dunno la... dun tell me she cant feel anything? am i not fated to be with her? i TRIED HARD OK. i really tried.... i just duno why she treated me so cold from wednesday night until now.... wtf is wrong.... & y must she always talk about her ex? i admit... it was long. if it was me, i also cant forget it st away. but... aiya... fuck la.... i dunno la... she can tell me so much things i never expect to hear... sorry girl... if i did anything wrong.... i'm so sorry.... pls forgive me....i never thought year 2000 jeremy is back here.... i dun want it to come back.... it will be my downfall in poly.... if its fated i'll never be ur man.... i have no one to blame but myself for falling in love with you... sorry

posted by Jeremy Ryan @ 1:59 PM