i think i'll start blogging more nowadays.... having her in my life is so different... for someone who's always relax & happy go lucky, being a in relationship makes me think n think... sigh, is it good or bad?
happy birthday baby... hope u had your best birthday of your life.
picture perfect... ben alf & es with my baby... thanks alot guys... never peeled more prawns before, it was one of the best seafood outings cum birthday celebration...
ok apparently i just woke up outta the blue... yeah i dun have to wake up until 8+ however i dunno wat just got me up, u know "snap snap, just like that?" i think i'm just being a typical virgo who thinks so much... there are 3 ppl that i can actually relate to upon going into this relationship i can think right now... this 3 ppl are my "nu-ers/daugthers" Val, Jas, Yan... i'm their abpp (as u know, ah beng papa) & they were kinda surprised to know they finally have a almm (ah lian mama) ya, but's she not even 1% ahlian... this 3 girls i know... they "showed" me their relationships, how they handle them. to be honest, all 3 are very experience with bgrs, can i say this? coz i think most of the times when shit happens, i'm there drinking or chilling with them somehow or rather. so i'm just trying to relate my bgr like any other bgr... i outta be enjoying my "honeymoon" period & not thinking of anything else am i right? i just cant stop thinking... argh crap, how many times did i repeat this sentence already? jeez... the almighty JR is kinda pathetic talking to this "huge comment box" right now...
here's something i got from an email -
8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.
i think i'm prolly go back to sleep after blogging... now behind the snowman face of mine, here comes emotions that any normal human will go through... & this song is ringing at the back of my head..
"The smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all…"
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